simpLe mE..

school 2008

2008-06-19T12:07:00.000+08:00

June 08
SCHOOL LIFE
LETS UPDATE THE LIFE IM IN...

I never thankful enough being where I am NOW.
Yup SO much for the updates right...
Okays. Now Im in REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC
Taking DESIGN FOR INTERACTIVITY.
The course which cater my interest and hopefully it leds me somewhere!

AT the moment i'm enjoying two weeks break!
which i believe i so need it since i had to school straight after i quitted my job.
Sigh of relief....

Its been almost 8 weeks of School.
Getting use to the routine. Yup what differ Rp from other polys you may ask, is that we are working towards Problem Based Learning (PBL)
School for me starts at 9. Then We begin with our 1st meeting which ends at 10. We have our 1st hr breakout.
Then the class will gather by 11 for the 2nd meeting and have our 2nd breakout for 2hrs 30 mins and gather for the 3rd meeting which consists of teams presentation at 2.30pm.
Dismissal time is Normally 4.30-5pm?
Yup my school life just revolve what mention above basically
But not forgetting on our part we still have evaluation, Reflection journal and quiz to submit before midnight everyday!

Well its though when you do the same procedure for like your entire school life there?
3 freaking years
My experience was, encounter many types of people.
I have friends of both extremes.Some you see just totally give up.
Some may find what we learn in yr 1 is a total bulllshitting and irrelevent to the course they are in.
Some, come to school without purpose but just time passing
But i like it as it is. I mean what is there to lose? KNowLEDGE gaining should be a bliss aint it. something new to register so why not. I just take it as an asset =)

New Friends.
New ADAPTATION?
It felt like sometimes we fit in too well in our comfy zone that we forgot how to get out of it?
As for me i just forgotten how to mingle around.
*laugh*
How new surrounding can change you as a person....
Believe me, I'm totally not me in RP.
Quiet. too focus. Serious. Hmmm maybe time does change a person aint it?

Classmates, Awesome people. W15G the class that rocks.
Despite the class choas over some dispute misunderstanding among somen, which i'm not involve coz i'm the neutral one there
I LOVE THE CLASS.
SAD in 6 months class changing.
AS said, enjoy the moment there is.

....
YOU KNOW
SUDDENLY The urge i used to have in secondary school is GONE
KAaa-Puish
You knw that feeling where you look forward to go school?
I can't find that in me anymore.
SAD aint it?
I feel emtpy, OH where is my spirit? ALL i hold on to is to perform well for my grades.
Oh this is.. BAD
I surely hope i gain it back before it really runs out.
C'mon RP interest me please.

Grades wise, Not to worry.
Been good so far...
A's and B's
But one thing for sure maintaining good grades ain't easy.
I mean RP do DAILY grading.....!!!
tiring huh? tell me about it.

You must put out your best best performance each timeee.!
So far i met with five lectures or we call them FACILITATOR
Or for short FACCI....
2 Men 3 Ladies
TOughest to pleased to me is the computing Facci
His cute... but mind you getting an A for his Lesson is simply HARD.
He sets his standard very high i must say.
Other Modules, yup its possible...
*laugh You can say my least A i got is COMPUTING
Oh well perserve is ALL I NEED.
That's about all that involve in my school life for now
till then

much LOVE
MISS.

Results

2008-01-24T11:03:00.000+08:00

ITS 24 JANUARY 2008 People.
time checked: 1107hrs.
Where am i?
Workplace.
Overseas Family School
The Moment of truth will be revealed in 3 hours
Yesh.Yesh
O levels results.
Lets reflect...
Am i prepared?well of course i am anxious to know. Wait its a mixed feelings. haha
Still uncertain on how i feel right now
okays lets make some deals,
I AM GOING TO BE PROUD WITH WHAT EVER RESULTS I GET
coz i believe I did my best this time. SO what ever outcome, I'll accept it this time.
Hopefully my effort of risking one year of my life is worthwhile.
Yesh Miss Noor Faridah Has no regrets.
No matter what.

I have to say the 2nd attempt taking my O levels is something worth. I learn many things and know myself deeper. Patience is the key. being more independent. I feel like a whole new person. The feelings is totally different unlike 2006, with my wonderful bunch of people.
I'm glad to be where i am now.

We'll see how i flare for my O's. Prelims L1R4 i got 20 pts. This time hopefully its lower.
I want to go for Design Courses.
Well people say it started as a dream and it'll will soon be reality.
All you got to do is believe it and strive to achieve What matters to you eventhough the first few attempt was a BIG failure.

so up thanks people for your endless Encouragement.
I'll update.

much LOVE,
Herself

Moment Of Truth!

2007-12-31T12:11:00.000+08:00

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walkaway.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons,
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson,
love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

I Hope You are a Lifetime to me.
M . F . A . S

Much Love
Herself

ungkapan kata-kata nyata

2007-11-01T06:33:00.000+08:00

Its Been a while.....
Here's something i think shall share here too.
hmm sorry its in Malay, something i wrote out of the BLueS.
Its The Mind that did the analyzing so let the mind tells stories,
my fingers are just a conveying messenger. hahaaha~craPness

Ungkapan Kata-kata NYATA
Hanya kata-kata yang tersirat di mindaKu

Sekiranya kamu dalam situasi dimana kamu ditinggalkan ataupun diantara kamu dan pasangan berakhir dengan perpisahan, Usahlah cuba melupakan senyuman org yg pernah jadi org istimewa dlm hati kita,malah simpan lah segala kenangan manis bersamanya.. berakhir tidak semestinya semua kenangan bersamanya harus mati...

Kenangan tetap kenangan biarlah perjalinan itu terputus tapi jangan kenangan itu kita biarkan ia Luput. Ambil lah iktibar disebalik hubungan yang telah berakhir itu. Memang pahit untuk menerima kenyataan tapi anggaplah ini semua satu ujian. Dan pasti ada hikmahnya. mengajar kita etri hidup.

Namun jangan lah menagih dan terus menanti kasih sayang dari orang yang telah pergi itu. Harus pasrah dalam apa-apa pun jua. Hidup harus diteruskan dan teruskan lah berusaha. Jangan mudah berputus asa.
InsyaAllah pasti akan ketemu jodoh yang tersurat buat kita suatu saat nanti.
Sentiasa Doa yang terbaik buat kita.

Kalau ikut hati; MATI
Kalau Ikut rasa; BINASA
hmm benar?

Tiada guna ada Mata kalau tidak tahu melihat,
Tiada guna ada Hati klau tidak tahu menilai...
Tiada guna ada Suara klau tidak tahun melafazkan kata-kata yang tersirat.
ini lah SOAL HATI...

Ungkapan tersirat Di minda
much love,
idah

~3 more papers to GO~

Wish me luck??

Its Coming to an end.Finally~

Eid Mubarak To all My Friends.
Minal Aidil Wafalizin
Mohon MaafKu pinta.

harluu

2007-08-25T14:23:00.000+08:00

heys!!!
know what my mom, she got a minute of fame. hehs
On 21 august while she was working, she's being busted by the Warna 94.2 DJs. cool hehs.
untung tak untung!~
Its one of the shows where the DJs spy to see who is an avid listener of their warna stations.
she's cute la thing is she's tune to the station but didn't realised that the station was spying on her all along. mak...mak.. hehs.
she was presented some sovenir & cert i think. here's some pics
~she was presented with the cert.

hmmm.. sookeeenyyaa diaaa..
haha..

talking to the Radio station..

more pics, visit warna's webbies..
Okays 94.2 rocks! ok maybe to the older generationss hehs.

=end=

gosh i so miss DNT.

that day Nazri came up to 2nd level, my study spot and asked for tips for his folio. so me being nice. *winks* i helped. awwhh
oh and i saw my folio.yea.MINE. so happy..
brings so much memories of the class of the effort of the workshop of tchrs.
Happy days always looking forward to DNT period where we listen to Mp3 and did our folio, party with crackers and have FUNNNNNNnn....laugh.laugh.

Mr Chong, the Joker The party guy
Mr Tan, The brainy one.. he just have so many IDEAS
Mr Lim hmm.hmmm.. haha can't think of one haha
Mr Azlan... THE savior... The sincere one..the best!!!!!!!!
Mr Johan, The cheeky one.. hehs. ask fida she sure has LOADS to say..

fashion statement

the dayss.happy days.tension day.worry days.

a glimpse of the workshop

The fashiiooOn....a.k.a for Good Posture device

the effort that got me distinction

The cute one. Nur Adinah Mr azlan daughter, those days doing sewing of my artefact at his place!

O-level folio 2006

did i mention i miss my clan?
oh my we did loads together.we had the fun years of our lives..
beautiful memories..together.. rarely misunderstanding....
we are just having fun bein a SChooL girlssss...

2004.parade square during teachers' day.hurhur life was much fun those days

much.much.much misssed! they rock!

together-ness..
school girls...

insanity strikes..

fai & herself

omg gone were those daysss....
turn back the time... paused it.pleaseeeee!
heys gfs btw i missed you all. you are really much.much LOVE bu me.

*weep*

cool facts

2007-08-25T05:07:00.000+08:00

okays.
I'm in the chain. i'm the lucky one. i was tagged to play this game. silly? haha you be the judge. well being silly once awhile is ok ryte? hehs.lets have a lil bit of Fun! hmm thing is not only one but 3 peeps. hehs. am i special to u babes.. awwhh haha i'm in ur thots. how cute!

rules of the game:
a player who has been listed to be one of the lucky six has to write in their blog about themselves. You have to write 10 silly things or any facts about yourself. at the end of it you must choose your lucky six friends to do it. No tagging back!
(aite i'll go for fact about me aite, down.down memory lane... of her lyfe.)

1. i was a very shy girl. believe it or not but when i was young, i didn't talk to anyone except my family members. not even my relative. during raya, i can sit still not eating or drinking what ever offered.
my hair used to be longg & curly and i used that as my shield and cover my face.(goodness idah doesn't reflect ur personality now)

2. When i was a little girl, i was nearly kidnapped while playing with farid outside my corridor. he force me to one corner while farid throw slippers to him. Lucky me he just took away the gold necklace mom wear on me.(hmm orelse i won't be here ain't it... perhaps in thailand?)=)

3. I never failed to cry every yr raya during forgiveness session and was teased badly by the bro(s). fact is now that i stop the joke is on-going. not fair!(penyedih lah katekan)

4.when i was 10, b4 heading for cca,(malay dance i tink) me n my best friend syafiqah used to collect 1cent at the cwp fountain that used to have loads of 1 or 5 cents & in the end we use it to buy saint cinnamon. yummy. yet bad girl!

5. for the 1st I gone thru monkey love; had a huge crush on my primary sch classmate lasted for 5 yrs. his name was Daeng Iskandarian Shah.(hehs not bad=)

6. I used to be so scared of my neighbour, Cik Mokthar.thot he was a monster. he had scary face & hesh head tilts. i cried most of e time. hehs.

7. Me & farid was accused of killing our pet.(perhaps was fated to die) hehs. coz we feed him cheeze. and the bros cried when burried the cat at the playgrd soil. they wore baju melayu n songkok. cute!

8. when i was 6, i cut an orange with an upside down knife n was brought to hospital coz i bleed to hell. till now still have scars on my thumb.=)

9.I tink i'm liking someone pretty. pretty deep. Really admire him.i've fallen in silence.*blush.*blush

10. I'm still am... hehs.....

And the lucky 6 goes to; Athirah Hassan
Rafina Lalita
Khalisah Supreman
Mikhail Sutresno
Nuraini Ahmad
Nurhayati Ahmad
Good Luck??

Morning

2007-08-04T06:56:00.000+08:00

Morning.Morning. Rise and shine ppl~

( actually intend to post earlier it was 1 month ago. lol. oh well i have my reasons. so sorry meantime, enjoyss)

~self reflect~

its, 0645hrs. Saturday morning. In half an hour, have to attend meeting at KFC. hehs. Lame. yeyness. We've been doing this so frequently that i kind of got sick of this "meetings!"
ouh well... Just because the head of KFC goin to be there... LAme excuse.. hahaha
aite i'll edit this post when i have some pix to share...!

One Big happy family....hehs! kfc peeps

monthly birthday celebration!!!=)

manager talk... seriousssss babe.. must be talking about the genting trip wee!

picture sessiOoon

underAge boys smoking... someone call the cops. haha

NAtIONAL day is like a week away! I WANA GO!!!!! but where have all the tix disappeared??
Okays anyone care to spare me NDP tix? i soo wana witness it..=(

Happy 42 Birthday Singapore...!!!
There'll be a long.Long weekend. =) Love it.
(edited)
my experience on

9 august 07

National Day.
sadly can't get tics to watch NDP. it'll be nice to see it LIVE.
It was 5years ago that i was involved in the NDP 02. Choir performance.
The experience was superb. tiring yet worth our precious time.
hope to be involve again sometime next year.

~The happening moments~

great time spend with the girlfriends.Intan Etri & myself
was working in the morning. then after work, rush and went to Cityhall to witness fireworks.Human traffic was inevitable. Everyone was excited to watch the 10 minutes lasting fireworks.Goodness. How patient ppl can be.
worth? hmm maybe.

Town was packed with ppl in reddie.red.red.
me, im neutral. haha. perhaps i go for PEACE!=)
we walked from cityhall mrt, trying to get to merlion where my bro was. but couldn't crossover. that we walked all the way to raffles Mrt. and back to cityhall. what a walking expedition.

But i enjoyed the moments wit gfs. having our own fun and perhaps watching the ppl ard going to the extreme just to have e perfect spot...!
perrrfffeeecct spot!

wanted to meet up with Shahril and gang but they were stuck at cityhall underground tunnel. after hours when the MRT line was not that bad, we meet up sat at raffles link bk had a taste of MOF icecream and back to WOODLANDS via Mrt coz we cldn't get cabbies.

headed to AL Ameen to have our dinner. and headed hommie ard 12 plus?
WHAT A DAY!
lol.
but of course we manage to captures shots!!

Its just US!

its the wind. nahhh juzt having bad hair day!!hehs

love the set!=)

excited sak gua! haha

taking a break at MAC. tired!!

train ride heading to AL-AMeen

high schOoL buddiesss

After That week there'll be like exams. one after another.

The Journey Begins!

i name it HEAD BANGING WEEK!!!where we got to crack all the brain cells.Ouch!!!

~self reflect!~

Recently i intend to go for religious talk. Its been awhile. Initially i thought why not wait till after my O levels. But come to think back. religious knowledge is a blessing to gain. Should not put O levels as an excuse for me not going for the class. Its a calling i have to say. and i feel fortunate to feel the sudden urge to attend the class. Actually i admire this Ustazah of mine. She is none other then Ustazah Habsah Senin. Known her since i was young when i followed mom to religious talks at DARUL AMAN mosque at geylang. Love her style. So ya kinda used to her. So now that im partially a grown woman, yet fully teen, got to have the initiative to push myself to attend it. ITS NOW OR NEVER!

Apparently she open a class at the mosque in yishun. DARUL MAKMUR. every thursday 8 pm. so yea there's an opportunity.

Here's some updates...!The most embarassing moment of my life was when i went for my first lesson. i was not updated about the timing so forth. wanted to ask CIKGU NORLIN for the info but she was on MC that morning. So i assume was after Isyak prayers. And i decided to invite Huda to tagg along. when we reach, everyone was already sitted. so we found a spot and settle down. after 15mins later, to our surprise, They all recite the DOA. OMG. It has ended. and US? we feel so ashamed. And the worst part is before Ustazah started the prayers, she did glance at me in the eyes... Well after which lesson learnt! Knew the timing and all. Its how sincere you feel inside that really matters afterall. Its was accidentally! Opps

Okays. Last week i went by myself. this time i'm on time! cool. & saw Cg Norlin & family seated at the other end. The angelic daughters & her mom. The session was incredible. really. The lesson was about TAUHID.after the session, went up to cg. she intend to offer me ride but since there's lots of ppl, i insisted to went home by myself prefer to have that walk Alone.some how reflecting... anyways anyone wana tagg along, beep me okays?

Okays let me share what i recalled: Sifat-sifat yang Harus pd ALLAH.
Kesugguhan kita terhadap ALLAH. Keikhlasan hati

setiap kali doa dgn bersungguh2 menunjjukkan keimanan kita terhadap-NYA. maka itu sering kan lah berdoa dan sentiasa redha dgn ujian yg diberi. Sentiasa mohon Taufiq Dan hidayat dari-NYA. ingt, ALLAH tidak memberi jika kita tidak meminta.
ini memberikan ku peringatan bahawa tujuan sebenarku dilahirkan di muka bumi ini...

Aku hanyalah hamba...

Went with huda..

herself...

~self reflect~

Sometimes i feel like i'm dying slowly inside.What she's feels right now; E.M.P.T.Y.

The Motivation factor running LOW. really low. The girl you once know just doesn't feel herself lately. I wonder too. Naughty mind loves to wonder. Naughty brains keep procrastinating. Naughty self feels so NOT HER!!!

Stop idah. Enuff. better pull yourself together. I need my motivation pills. I really need it right now to keep pushing me to go for the extreme...yes.yes. Go idah!!GO~

c'mon you're doing great. Don't stop now...!
counting down.....60 more days to O LEVELS...
anyways.. maybe the next time i''ll update perhaps shud be after my o? hehs

facing reality is never easy hard to fathom what lies beneath...

hmmm.... life....

2007-07-22T14:17:00.000+08:00

World Greatest dad!!

yea, I've long to post this hehs. but was occupied with stuff....
first & foremost happy Father's day to my Beloved dad!yey-Ness!
Got him a Bar of Cabury Brazil Nuts..the huge pack.basically nothing much but people say it's the thoughts and efforts that really matter right?Okays. I feel so lucky to have a father like him....!

his never-ending love care showed for children is foreseen. I'm, thankful that my dad is not those typical dad who doesn't strive for the best of the family and only spend wasting their time at coffee shops or those that can't be bothered about the family and flirt with other womens.18years of my life, i seen how my dad pampered us especially me being the last child. I see him strive to the fullest to improve our lives...

Yeah. hesh no any ordinary dad to me. Hesh indeed special. A real family man.And a real special in my heart.Well if i were to find the love of my life.I would want him to be someone similar to my dad. yesh. I want that loving, responsible, caring hilarious person just like my dad! MAybe you may think i'm crazy.but oh well basically i want him to be responsible & a real family man type of person..
yey and dad's birthday is coming up in September.11/09/1949.
Btw dad, LOVE YOU!!!

Mom & Dad... younger dayssss......
35 years of marriage....!

my days

2007-06-20T04:47:00.000+08:00

The Name: Noor Faridah Binte Ahmad Fodali

Okays. I’ve come to notice most of my friends can really remember my dad’s name.

Perhaps there’s some uniqueness that they find in it. =)

The common lines… oh you are so and so… I remember… FODALI….

“Oh Anaknya Fodali” and I was like…..

I remember chatting with an old friend. He was an ex-fuchun. A senior of mine, hmm funny I didn’t remember how I got hold of his email and we somehow became chat buddy.

Nudge…

“Nie idah maner eh?”-Him
“FCSS…”-me
“hmm..i kinda forget…”-him

“oh well I still do remember you. You’re that guy that performed that excellent show during teachers’ day? cool. THAT Thing YOU do…”-me
“Goodness that was like years ago. That time I was graduating.
“It’s okay. Well it’s normal for the junior to remember their senior but I don’t think the senior regconise their junior…”-me
“No lah perhaps I forgotten.=)”-him

~the Convo continues….~

Halfway thru, “perhaps you don’t know me maybe you might know my bro, Farid.”-me

Farid…???? Farid Fodali….?-him

“Yes.him. hmm what’s with the dad’s name??=) I’m surprise you remember especially after years.”me

“haha. Okays. Now I know you. Goodness. You look so different now. I almost cant regconise you. Sorry about that but I don’t know why but your dad’s name is prominent…kinda unique…”

and I paused…

hahahaha….

Okays. I’m just proud of my dad’s name. hehs. =))

Well at least it brings people memory back!

I so love this kinda stuff and weird thing is somehow i find it does link to my personality

I'm shy??? hehs. yesh. That is if u know me well then you know me all

JANUARY=SHYNESS

I'm Me

Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very
hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless
excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled.
Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and
mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving.
Treats others equally. Strong
sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges
people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always
broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never
looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt

JULy Babies..Coming UP!

Nephew's birthday

Happy 1st birthday Muhammad Danial Bin Md Fahmi!!!!~27 July 2006My Sys.. Noor Ashikin Ahmad Fodali~33th birthday,29 July
Sys in heart, Shariffa Siti Nur Fairuz's 18th birthday..(30 july 1989) yey welcome to the sweet 18th birthday

Someone in the past, Md fazli Sani's 22nd bdae...26/07

Happy birthday to the beautiful ones..=) may you be blessed always!

reality check:~

Been almost a month, along came the month of July in a week.

Yes. Yes.

She’s on my holidays. Infact this is her last week before the reality is back.

Self reflect, 19 March 2007, she is officially a school girl back at the school of rock.

To be precise, she’s retaking O levels within 6 months. Phew that’s really a short period of time.

O levels will due 3 weeks earlier, sometime October. I HAVE to I MUST . I GOT to pass this time. I have to get the credits. Well it’s a challenge I have to commit right?

Okays. Ealier today, meet with The LAM, who initially she was dissapointed the fact that I didn’t do chemistry as well as physics.

So during the 3^rd week of June holiday had to sit for supplementry Examination. One of the subjects was chemistry. And I’m glad to say that I ace it this time. Hurhurrr… lols. Okays shud be exagerating but well I got full marks for the MCQ. And 45 mark for the other sections. So well in total it is way, way better. *widesmile*

Okays…time to be serious…. Exactly 4 months to really prepare.

Earlier today, had tutorials. The Humanities teacher of mine was mentioning that this year the result got improve. So we have to buck up to meet the citeria. Not only that. It must be value-added if we want to continue to see more express classes forming next year or the following years down the road, our results can’t afford to continue deteritorating orelse we may end up merging with Siling sec school.

And

When Silling merge with Fuchun = FuLing..sec sch where only fools comes in…

And I was like what the… *laugh*

On the other hand, a joke may just come true ya =P.

Like people say becareful of what you wish for….

Ooooo..

okays. In life we always face obstacles to see how patient and strong we are in undergoing it. No matter how tough it turns out to be always have faith and with God wills, we are able to solve it.
Sometimes we thought this is the worst problem We've ever faced however some people may face even a bigger and Much challenging ones. So always be thankful for every lil or big things that were given to us.
Alhamdulilah. =)

2007-06-08T07:44:00.000+08:00

It's OUT!!!~

Well,
let me repost this video...for All...
hehs.
initially it was at the last entry yet after i recently blog, perhaps it has disappeared into thin air..God knows where. LoLs..
So since now its outs, enjoys!!!!!
taking care

One & only
=herself=

herself

2007-06-07T03:24:00.000+08:00

it's all about me!

its been awhile...
Sorry it's totally abandoned...hehs

Let me update a little here & there As requested...hee

Along the way i have come out with My very own....creation!
presenting...!
The special people.......=)

Glimpse of the special people that revolves in my Life..

Life is beautiful ain't it when you learn to accept and everything goes along...*winks*

okays

Sigh.

Am having my worst flu of the year. Ahahaa.. for now, the nose is like superly blocked. I miss breathing clean air through my nose…=) Oh nose, please get well soon I miss you!!really~ crap-ness!

It’s been on going for like almost weeks. I try to feel OK but don’t think it can last. I so need a pain killer. So any recommendations dear people? hehs.

Three hours ago, bump to an old friend.She was outside Bk i was "revising" inside alone. we had dinner... An old crime partner. Back then we were really slacking. Back then life was different. A lot different if i recall. Phew shall say was nice keeping up to date about her. currently, she's engage. yesh.yesh. To this chap Saiful Yazid. ahaha.. gosh 4years ago she was telling all about him to me. And now hesh her hubby wanabe. How cool this that? Ajid this...Ajid that and now Ajid is your fiances. I'm So proud of you lady.
InsyaAllah dengan IzinNYA akan sampai dijinjing pelamin dan berpanjangan buat selamanya.Ameen.

Okays. life been stressful...But not quite there. I mean i think have been taking it lightly, in the senses that i don't get worry for no reasons. I know i am on track but the O fever thingy is not felt yet. Is it a Bad thing?? I'm not quite sure. Oh well maybe when it's nearing the nervous-ness should be felt am i right? hee... Still uncertain..funny...tsk.tsk.tsk.

Right now, I’m going through June Holidays. But issit holiday for me? I wish it is. hmm classes one after another. Goodness! Shall say almost everyday am having classes...wait i shouldn't be complaining aint it? Its already good enough i'm back to school given that second chances. So Alhamdulilah.=) yet again, i don't like the fact that my actions are being watch. Stop sniffing whatever im doing.give me some space. If i recalled the year before the guy that repeated you guys ain't like that right? So Please try not to pressurize me unnecessarily can? Gimme a break. DOnt you find it ridiculous if I were to suddenly A’ce All my subjects. Of course I’m trying. If i’m genius or academically inclined, I won’t be repeating in the first place right? C’mon peple be reasonable. I AM TRYING MY BEST!!!~

Maybe in your eyes its not hard enough but mind you I do see a lot of improvement in myself. Really. So say what you think. I am myself so I should be the one judging aint it?

After having a long convo with girlfriend and someone during lunch, suddenly had the urge to go on Holiday getaway. Somewhere far somewhere nice, somewhere calm. For now even places like genting Hiland would be great! Thinking of all those good spots attractions just makes me wana leave Singapore right now and pack my stuff and have my holidays. Hmm that will be great ain’t it. Can say what a pity thinking that I’ve never been on Holidays that much. If I recalled, the only places I’ve been was Tanjung Pinang and some island around there, KL.yey. only that??? Goodness. haiZz this is the disadvantage ya of being a last child. It’s okay. I’ll wait for the moment when I afford to buy my own tickets and travel around the world. Okays. One of my aims in life to travel as many places as possible. Wee. That’s a dream I wish to achieve…

I’ve been thinking and compilling certain stuff people tell me and stuff I read,

Thinking of how an actual relationship should have…:

First & foremost they say in one relationship to work the most important aspect to have is

INITIATIVE

Reason: with initiative, everything would work? True? Yes. Very.

If that particular someone has the initiative to sms, initiative to call, initiative to ask, initiative to do something about it…. Well doesn’t initiative answer everything?

Well basically it takes onself to have the initiative to make things work aint it? Good point to consider ya?

And with initiative, everything will come in place.

There is also 5 K(s) to make it happen…

Keikhlasan (sincerity)

Kejujuran (honesty)

Kesetiaan (faithfulness)

Kepercayaan (trustability)

Kasih Sayang ( Endless Love)

Akan membawa Kenangan yang terindah….

InsyaAllah…

Sebuah percintaan itu pasti akan kekal abadi dengan izinNYA. Yakinlah atas perasaan yang membara itu dan sentiasa lah berdoa yang terbaik buat dirimu. InsyaAllah dengan berkat doa, akan diketemui jejaka/ gadis yang sesuai dan padat.

How do you define beauty?

well people say beauty lies on the eyes of the beholder...

My definition of beauty is the personality that somehow submerge the true beauty of that someone.this is what we call the inner beauty of oneself...that will define you..Inside out=)

the first thing that capture my attention perhaps the sweet smile of a person that will lighten the face...and bring a smile to me? hehs...

Along came infatuation i suppose ya? *blush*blush*

"Love is undefined,lyk e wind;cant b seen wit e naked eyes yet can b felt strongly deep inside. Naluriku berkata:apa yg Kuimpikan bagaikan sebuah mimpi .InsyaAllah dptku miliki suatu saat nanti. Wahai engkau dptkah kamu dgr hati ini sering berbisik NamaMu"~ Noor Faridah~

Ku masih yakin atas perasaanku terhadapmu. Hanya serahkan pada ilahi untuk menentukannya. Menanti tanpa kepastian tetapi atas keyakinan...

Tulus,

Idah…

2007-03-17T07:53:00.000+08:00

burning midnight oil

(I've blog this post before....since it is save as draft let me repost..hmm weird)
3/17/07 00:45hrs

Can anyone understand us better then we actually do???
I have come to notice that as i grow older, my life simply turns to more complications.
I tend to be more emotional and remorseful to perhaps everything that i undergo... Its really hard to describe...
Just leave me alone for 5mins and my mind just roam to perhaps everything. till someone "snap" and I'm back to the reality World.
Funny yet I've been feeling this way for all i could remember...
So when you see me in silence, alone most probably I'm talking to my inner self...!
if this is unfolded by people i know one word they'll describe me, INSANE!!!
my precious thoughts would most probably contradict and reflect the awesome & and sorrowful stuff that happened in my journey.
LOVE especially when I'm into someone.... Oh my My silent mind will keep talking... about Him. My thoughts are simply spent on him.
haha for once can someone ask the mind to shut up?????

okays. I feel today my mind wants a piece of saying. Here i am sitting in silence... only the sound of wind is heard and the serenity of the night accompanied me, the finger just keep typing to what the minds been yapping about.

reality, IM BACK TO SCHOOL.TURNING TO A SCHOOL GIRL AGAIN....
back to the same old school she once left.
issit bad oh im not sure.
but I'm sure everything happens for a reasons right?
The first few days been confusing, disappointing, worth crying, scary why? because of what destiny has decide on her.
Yes.yes. She faced the major disappointment of her life.
The reality she had to accept.Never she come across that this would actually happen...
which path shall she choose?
fear to take the risk Yet in life everything is risking... but are you up for it?
to go or not to go?
If you dont take the challenge you'll never know what the outcomes are..and will never know...

So yea. I had a few choices i had to choose.
to go to
1. ITE.(btw not stands for : Its The End) only nitec courses
2. to simply start working life(well not by chance)
3. To re-take O levels as a private candidate...(too costly...no pushing environment)
4. Worst humiliation, Repeat another year In the Old school of rock...
5. Bumming at home(haha made up choice)

and she has decided to have a proper O levels cert.with proper grades to be proud of!
second choice that she consider was to go ITE but she felt that once she decide will restrict her to one category....
but so many were against her...1st choice
really!!
Majority would say
quoted" well idah O levels is not the ultimate thing in life, just move on atleast you have a cert to hold on to...just forgo O's.."
The supportive ones would advise
" well why not you think through and follow what you heart tells you... coz only you who knows what best and what you really want, i can only support you but you have to decide! All i can do is to show you some alternatives for you to have a clear picture. Dont worry failure is normal... you are living a normal life...just go for it!!! "
thanks to those who actually said that...I'm thankful for all your support..
Love,
idah

and still not sure if I'm taking the right path, that is when you seek for HIS help as He who knows what's best for you.
So every night continuously, did prayers..(Istikharah) did i spell it right?Till i know what to choose. and had a firm decision to hold on to..

" Ya Allah, Aku memohon petunjuk memilih yang baik dlm pengetahuanMu, Aku mengharapkan kurniaMu yg besar.Engkau Maha Kuasa dan aku adalah hambaMu yg dha'if. Engkau Maha tahu dan aku adalah hamba yg jahil. Engkau maha mengetahui semua yg gaib dan yg tersembunyi. Ya Allah, jika hal ini dlm pengetahuanMu adalah baik bagiku dan bagi agamaku, baik bagi kehidupanku sekarang dan masa akan dtg, takdirkanlah dan mudahkanlah bagiku kemudian berikanlah aku berkah daripadanya. Tetapi jika dlm ilmuMu hal ini akan membawa bencana bagiku dan bagi agamaku dan membawa akibat dlm kehidupan ku maka jauhi lah aku daripadanya. semoga Engkau takdirkan aku pada yang baik, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Kuasa atas setiap sesuatu."

sesungguhnya pilihan ku ini adalah atas Tawaqal terhadapMu, Ya Allah. Ku mohon, berikan lah yg terbaik buat hambaMu ini.Amin
Ku hanya menyerahkan kepadaMu atas pilihan ku ini sesungguhnya Engkau lebih mengetahui...

frankly, to pass through the stage to be back to school, Oh my Lord its like as though you are going through an audition...
are you convincing? How determine are you? and the question goes on...
thank God i clear All and passed the test that was asked to sit for.Alhamdulilah
Thankful that i'm accepted back especially the fact that i turn down the ITE interview(Digital in audio & video production) i was partially interested cool course but not really up for it. fearing the school might find out through the system and simply ask me to move on...
New spirit... If i can't i must... InsyaAllah with His guidance, I will put this through!
It was fate that bought me to where i am maybe there's worthy of blessing beneath all.
The journey begins...for her...!!!!

Hey my precious 5n1 peeps....
I miss You....
I really do...
You guys are the best...& all those 5yrs of long wonderful memories will forever be with me.
I pray The best for all of you that achieve your aims in life...
And always remember to live up the SPIRIT!!!!
I miss you....

Especially our dearest Ummie...Mdm Hanim Ali
The Lady that has help nurtured us in All the strength that she has...!!!!
You are the best!!!!!
WE LOVE YOU!!!!!!
ITS HER THAT WE MISS...

Ummie!(updated pic.recently taken during her birthday surprise!
Posing wif my orange floweeeer & e awesome cake!*cute*
(080507)

THEY ARE MY KINDA PEOPLE....
Miss the spirit...All the best people in all ur future undertakings!
We may not be together but we will always keep up the spirit we built..
keep in touch

class outing!!!hurhur was fun...

right now.... i have officially quit one of my Job, Overseas family school.
Gosh..... i miss that job...the people... very sweet people...
sadly because im loving the job!!!!

her at work...busy huh???

miss him...my colleague...

Wilson...16.hesh young yet very matured!!

Currently
im still in KFC.
I'll stay there unless it affect my studies...one way or another
fact is i'm addicted to the job.hahaa.. maybe i love the people too...
freaking nice & crazy people...
And i have decided not to quit the job.. but only work there on Sundays!
Everything is fine but apparently i heard there's rumors going around abt me & someone working there..
Oh Lord please clear their minds..
I tink they are insane...
c'mon hesh a married man...!!!!!
but between me & him we know we are only manager & staff relationships...
nothing more...
well people i talk to him doesn't mean we have something going on..
besides i know my boundaries & limits...
we talk like normal staff do...No extra spice aite...
hAkz...
funny yet i dont care coz i know there isn't anything to be guilty about...
oh The fastfd have officially change the uniform..

weee cam-whoreness

reddie red.red.

haha looking like some skewl girl right???
btw im trying out DAN's bag...Cool!

peace!!

hey friends.
My mom has got her very own stall all the way at Toa Payoh.
Alhamdulilah...
yesh so if you wish to come & give ur support do beep me okays!
i've give ur the direction=)
here's e flyers my sis did but i haven't had the time to issue to euu peeps..

ur support will be greatly appreciated!
Btw that thumb is not mine!hehs..

I want to smileee but the mind prevents her from keeping the smile...!

Her state of mind,
Feeling Low
Ponder over her choices...
feeling empty....
Love to day dream....(her mind is roaming to her inner conscious)
The question of her wrong doings...
Oh GOD I seek for your help to keep me going in a calm state of mind....
Trying to appreciate what she got...
I want to...
Oh maybe it was a mistake that i got myself into... falling in love !!!
Yet now the heart is controlling the self...
The love she has is simply CLUELESS
Can Love be on her side this time???
I just need that someone to fill my time with great laughter & happiness
Where are you oh dear Love?
can you hear my thoughts answer my doubts...
right now im still hoping...maybe and just maybe
we will be together...
InsyaALLAH..
for HE who knows whats best for me.

HaiZzzz
Oh GOD please fulfilled my prayers...
Ameen...

my working environment

2007-01-21T04:58:00.000+08:00

Oh my. Oh my how lucky i am resting at home the whole day. haha no half day at ofs neither at the fastfd restaurant. hurhur.

so im having saturday blues.........
great.great. so the night before i went online till 5 in the morning.wahhh...
hehe then due to feeling of lack of sleep i woke up at 5 noon. and i was like omg.hehe
well but sadly tmrw noon working at the fastfd thingy. So schedule remains on next week onwards......darn..haha

as for now....Here i am having a nice hot tea with Ramli burger.yummy!
yea that's for my dinner.haha earlier on was chatting with fina den suddenly craving for sundae strawberry ice cream from MacDonalds. yesh.yesh. so with my crazy desire, i decided to get one. haha and it was already 10.30p.m. ouh well its only 10 mins walk right?

But sadly upon reaching the counter was close. and to athirah i saw ur crush. weee.
really. haha he had just finish work i think. ouh well so since i was craving for ice cream so went to 7 eleven instead. Got myself Mr softee.. but didnt taste that good. and yesh ramli burger too since there's Bazaar besides cwp. On my way back saw intan and i was like what a coincidence. And she was with shahril. Apparently diq and gang was there too. and i stayed and chat for awhile before heading hommie. Nice catch to see them. saw diq, fiz bobo, shamil, daniel i tink hesh name and faruq. Then while enjoying the ice cream Intan swept the ice cream off my hand. Yea she being too clumsy and i got the blame. tsk.tsk. and there goes my $1. =( so shud get an ice cream from someone. hmm so anyone????
okays den heading home..
while walking passing-by diq, he was like
"faridah nak tumpang tak"
and i was like nah....
haha i dont know he meant it or not but to me riding with someone??? hmm well i only dare to ride if i trust the person. You see ur life is at risk. so think first. So yar even if i get to know anyone who have a bike and offer me for a ride... its really a no for me. Unless hesh my bro and careful when riding.
Too frequent accident occurring especially young rides. and this is inclusive of increasing no. of death. my Cuzzen too who just got hesh license met with accident last wk. Alhamdulilah its was minor injuries. and apparently our dear shidique too just got himself into an accident. so need i say more?? well bikes are totally out for me. perhaps to enroll car license instead yar? safe. and its a four wheel vehicles. weee eligible age soon in 7days. haha
oh and remember the time when us visit Fuchun during sec 1 orientation. umm on our way back from teh tarik meet up with diq.
apparently the girlfriend wanted to meet her boyfriend. haha den saw diq new bike. REALLY NICE!! haha and i took pic of it..
wee...

here's a pic opps i mean me on it!

yesh.So do i look like a rider? considering? haha oh well nah since sweet 18 is near which is eligible age den let me enroll on car license instead. besides its a 4 wheel vehicle.safer i suspose... cool-ness ryte?

That's me & granny.(my grandma's sis)
She went for Haj and now is safely back home. Alhamdulilah
miss her...

sending her off.
me & cuzzie...

okays. let me show ard of the overseas family school.Its really a huge school. From pre-K all the way to high school. OOo haha sadly they just close down the college maybe because of the low response. And i must say LOADS of charming teachers & students there.

Esp. the P.E teachers. OMG i tell you. haha. I meet with most of the staff in OFs mostly are elementary because that's my sis's department. yea. And tell you i dont have a name of my own.=( hee coz everyone seems to be calling me "Noor's SIS" and i was like? how does faridah sounds??ouh well i suspose they know my name eventually but when??hmm...
hesh a tour of the school..just alil here and there...
wait did i mention i had my own pass? haha yesh.yesh. the sch issued a pass to every staff there even cleaners has one.
cool yea.
* me posing wif the pass!

the school court..
*during middle school break*

the playground...
elementary kiddos..

Aite my 1st two weeks been working at the school shop doing stock taking. and yar have to count every stock there. imagine that?

The shop is quite big. as big as a classroom. Yea almost everything is sold there. uniforms and so forth. not forgetting the store & warehouse. haiZz and i even had to do tagging. coz the sch change their system and i had to do the price tagging. and i was like me?? alone? well and sometimes i feel like being bullied by this bimbo whose name is DICKY. oh my who would want to be named aft dick.haha crap okays he pratically tries to print as much price as he cld coz he bein lazy and hoping i'll do everything and ine end he had nothing to do. so clever yet so dumb. haha and i was like oh JAson( e person who help hire me) when u gona change my post i'm barely surviving. haha me sure thing just endure. The sick part is this chap has lots of bad habits... u wont want to know.. its just gross.....
well lucky the school shop is air-condition. haha actually almost the whole school is air-condition. well rich school that's why the pay is great. and yar SO IS THE TASK GIVEN.haha yet I'm thankful to be having a job Alhamdulilah. Amin. perhaps my intention for now is to gather the pay and set aside for my Poly admission. Who knows if im eligible there but money is the issue. So won't want to trouble mom!

at the sch shop....

what a mess but now its much better...with the hands of orangelady
haha..

you wont want to see what's behind...haha stock.stock and more stock to tagg....
*psst idah uhhuu look at the cam....*

here just a preview of how much exercise bk i had to tagg...

me having cam whore-ness actually taking a break....

wait did i mention that my mom got her own stall?? yesh yesh she does. SO come give ur support. come and eat there. Its at TOA PAYOH. So for more details just beep me.
and kudos to mom after years now got a chance to open her own stall again.
yea... ALHAMDULILAH. SO people come. support me support my mom...
Years ago we used to have our own gerai and haig road and she used to open her own restaurant.but unfortunately nasib tak

menyebelahi so yea ......
okays the next two weeks been doing failing. going thru all the students files current and withdrawal kids. Oh well u wont want to ask how many are there. haha coz its sure a thousands starting of alphabetic orders of A-Z. hell yea that's a lot!
But its great the fact that im assigned to do that with WILSON. hesh only 16. yet he looks so mature apparently the way he communicate not 16 to me. He is too a gentlemen. Awww but really he always look out for me! how nice. and yea im making friends with him. guess what hesh schooling in Woodlands Ring sec. Very tall chap. and i like hesh company orelse im always alone. sob.sob.
oh the best part is we are issued an I-Book(lap top) really latest one by imac. haha really great lar. and to add on to the fun is that e sch has a wireless connection. wee so yea if time loosen i'll just log in.. hahaha.

promoting the i-Book.
can i have one????hee

haha some office girl...me???haha nah....

Place where me and wilson was send to keep the withdrawal kidss. LOTS of them..
wahh they have warehouse...
tsk.tsk. rich sch!
welcome!

i manage to take pics of the inside scenery..haha

two days i've been asked to go to elementary library for temp replacement due to some of the librian took Mc. Yea so i got a chance to meet the little kiddos. very cute and charming kids. haha.

and i meet with Jane & paul. haha the guy that scares me when i attend the party that time.he was drunk and wanted to spark a convo with me but i got scare coz i felt he was too near and the fact tat he took my phone and gave me a shock ouh well but hesh okay now. very quite personality but since that incident i kinda scare to have eye contact with him. yet must say he has a sweet smile. I just wonder did u remember the incident.hmm well me and sis name him PD- that is Paul Degenkamp. haha. ssshhhss its a secret haha.

the huge elementary library

yes.yes. shelving and more shelving for me!

PD territory. haha that's where he conduct hesh lesson.

Okays. i've been working at chicky restaurant haha.
Its fun actually.
not really fun but i try to put on a smiley face so that i dont feel too lerthagic at the end of the day!
but the staff there are really fun. tho there's one or two that can really put you down!
like Ivy e manager haha. sick of her. he mouth just couldn't stop. and she's only 22???
Always finding faults till i got fed up at one point that i walk off. hurhur. but seriously didnt mean to do that i dont like being rude but seriously she simple sick.haha but e next day i got tired so decided not to come. what spoils more is its ivy shift. haiZz want me to die???? hmm the following day i came thinking i would be given warning or anything. but it turns out diff. wee m'am angelin even try to see if i'm doin ok. and i was like woah news travel. but seriously i dont want to be in discipline prob. so i try to control myself and always have patient.

like ppl say
"in every working environment, there will always have problems that's submerge so have the patient and you'll overcome it eventually!"

Guess what there's even this one point of time when this ivy scolded me infront of the customer coz i asked her to delete this order. well its not my fault yet have to swollow it. then suddenly the customer wanted to talk to the manager. i was like hmm was ivy rude to him? coz i was away that time. and i just stood there listening. And i was impress the fact that the customer stand for me... goodness gracious. that was like sooo sweet. and that ivy got insulted being lectured by a customer. gosh how embarrassing. then she tried to talk softly,hak! in my mind was like laughing and after that she went off and sat at the office. i pratically thought she got paisey.
weee.. so u see even a stranger got sympathy for me. well this is the real world lots of ppl out there and fact is ppl like IVY is like everywhere!!!!

Okays now its almost a month there this coming 26. yesh.yesh. SO yea i've survive. And infact i was told that i'm a fast learner... and i was like wahhh.. haha..
I can now take order and have my own post. cool right? i know wee...
So for kfc i've done almost everything Supply base, cashier and floor(which i dont' really like.., segan sik)

Oh either then Ivy the rest of the manager are fun.But now even Ivy dont lecture me anymore.i tink i've come to the safe Zone! m'am Angelin(restaurant manager),sir RAy..( my long lost neighbour from Jb) and my two fav is sir MAZLIN &m'am KAREN.haha fun. guess what karen is only 18 and she's my manager? i was like...what??
she's nice tho. been encouraging me. she's under training.but i'm sure she'll make a good manager!
pics2...

haha the "chicky" staff....
my dearest girls

pics session everyone!!

me & dearie intan!

US with sir Mazlin....
haha look at his forehead there's a two mark..
intan said *tanduk nk kluar*hahahaha

SomeOne too advise me not to Overwork. ouh well thanks for the advise. really nice of you!
and yar welcoming me to the working work and tips here and there...Thank you mister!
okays till here i'll update again..

did i mention me & girlfriends are having out day out at ecp. gosh i cant wait and apparently it falls on my birthday....
27 January 2007.....hahaha I'be reach sweet 18 zone.=P
and i've requested not to work. wee but i will have to turn up on sat for ofs. till 12!

ouh and i'm feeling could9. hahaha...
better right rather den stuck in the past that is no longer there!
im happy now. well if the other party do like me that be great! but i dont expect much. well its a long story!
haha but i love to see myself feeling this good!
Other den that i leave it to God who knows what's best for me...
but i'm doing great despite the exhaustion....

my saying
" for every findings... lies a new begining. Naluriku kini berkata; apa yang ku impikan bagaikan sebuah mimpi jauh dimata namun dekat dihati...InsyaALLAH dpt ku miliki suatu saat nanti. Amin"

till here.. Oh God Please grant my prayers.....

mylyfe

2007-01-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

updates of me!!!!! crazy life....

I've realize the real world is not easy to handle. yea. I'm taking two jobs just to fill my time actually not realizing the responsibility that i have to bear. maybe perhaps the real reason is to keep myself busy and not to remind me of my heartaches that really aches till today. Oh well but Now my heart is healing i think. Well Trying to maintain to 2 jobs is very tough i must say. working for a total of 13hrs everyday must be crazy. haha what was i thinking? 8-5(international school) then from 5-6 rush to woodlands, get change and going for the 2nd job. 6-12. and from 12-1 is the time i prepare for tmrw. and 4 hrs plus of sleep only? omg. yet i choose both jobs so now have to endure for 3 bloody months. till my temp. full time job is done. Oh God please give me the strength to go thru my daily routine.
People say its ur decision so must be prepare to commit....
am i????
Well maybe in school life its easier. just studies, CCA etc.etc..
but working environment is different it involve people.. money yadda.yadda..

As for now I'm already feeling exhausted. help...... hee...
i shall think of solution soon....to escape myself from the stressful routine.
The worse of all is that my job in town doesn't allow me to take leave. AT ALL!!!
lucky me my birthday falls on Saturday. Hope that Saturday I'm not working for both. Hello I'm suppose to have my holidays remember? haha before the results is out and school eventually starts... I NEED A BREAK???????

okays
Did i mention i miss school??
yesh.yesh i do. i even took half day just to visit my school ( reason had to collect bursary) well white lies.. hehe i mean i do lar but its Only eagles award cheque.
besides i only have that chance to collect it or else when???
So ya due to the acceptable reason i gave got the approval. phew lucky me!

before going to school went to doc for check up. got myself injection. Have to lar if not can't get my pay! So yar Etri accompany me...
okays about the school was really great. sec 1orientation
I mean it. Maybe was not"THAT GREAT" but i just miss it.. The CCA display was just OK.
Then saw the people in uniform....
looking at my cadets... All promoted to staff sergeant.
i miss them...The cheers?? hehe...
But kinda worried for Ncc. Can someone save it? its like slowing dying and I'm disappointed... Hope the efforts doesn't go to waste...Maybe if i'm nice enuff shall go to CLTs course. and help them out.

Went back to the Music room. the room full of memories. 5 long wonderful years.hehe And Mrs long wanted us to sing?????? us?
yea just for her so we did!

The teachers.. well where shall i start.. hee...
Miss them All hahahahaha....
Even looking at the teachers that u once curse make u miss the school.

okays look at the time.....
I'm lack of rest really. really lack. i shall stop here and If i ever have the time again i shall write... i hope..

Btw b'dae is up... weee... 20 more to go...
sweet 18 here i come.. haha..
tsktsktsk.. getting old.. oppSs
so anyone?? treat??hahaha...
*thicked skinned*

27th January 2007..... A day to remember...

Moving On [Meaning of life]

2006-12-19T23:03:00.000+08:00

Moving On [Meaning of life]

" The past is What we are now"
To go thru the present, we refer to the past...
The regrets...The mistakes... & not to repeat what is already done....

And Always appreciate what we have...(Ameen.)

In Life there is always risk to take
Everything is a Learning process..
With every obstacles that submerge, the key to overcome it is PATIENT.

Having hard time getting over the past? but that's what makes us who we are now. Much stronger. Because from what I've learn, there's more in life then holding on to something that has ended. The past is what we are now.

We learn from our mistake and move on to prevent the similar mistake from occurring again. This is how life cycle works. However, sometimes the past is what we love so much that we rather wait and wait but we cant possibly go on if we want to achieve the Happiness we long waited to gained. Its not easy to let it go but at times we need to realize that it time to have that Happiness.

In Love...
When you thought the he/she is the special person that ever occurred in your life, think again... if you would widen your eyes to see that there are a lot of wonderful people out there. Just maybe they might bring happiness back to your life. But all this can only happen if you are willing to give it a try. Losing someone is inevitable but that's part and parcel of life. We have to accept that and move on. For me to accept something i say to myself everything happens for a reason but with evidence. And that's how i convince myself to feel better. Even tho the truth hurts to kill.

Learn to accept & carry on with life...

setiap pertemuan itu ada Hikmahnya.
Mengajar kita dengan megenali hidup
kerna Setiap pengalaman Pahit
Mahupun yg manis itu
ada pengajaran disebaliknya.
Iaitu ia memberi penjelasan
ERTI HIDUP ini.

I was listening to this song and thought should share the deep meaning beneath what lies in the song...

Penyesalan

-Rahmat-

Pertemuan Yang pertama kali
Terasa mesra menusuk Di jiwa
Itulah kali pertama yang terjadi
Dalam hidupKu

Sekian lama kita Bercinta
Malangnya kita putus tiba2
Di hati pula jadi tanda tanya
Oh MENGAPA...
**
Kini ternyata Engkau Pura2 Saja
Impianku selama ini Kosong belaka
Ku tergoda dgn mulut Manis yg berbisa
Menghampakan Kasih yg setia

Biarlah kini ku tanggung sendiri
mengubati hati yg luka ini
CintaMu itu hanya permainan saja
Membakar Dijiwa...

[chorus **]

my evening

2006-12-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

weee...

Hahaha blogging again...!!!

first & foremost, happy birthday to my dearie sista...

Athirah Hassan 28 November 1989
Nurafidah Kamsani 11 Decemver 1989
&

Upcoming birthday:-
Nur Atiqah Ali 13 december 1989
Intan Sari karmal 31 december 1988
RafinaLalita 1st january 1988
Etri Yayanti Karmal 12 january 1987

Song for the dearie..
Happie Burfday to Euu
Happie Burfday to Euu
Happie Burfday2x
Happie burfday to euu....
Dearie friends..
You people are officially a yr Older..
Congrats Sweethearts..
All the best in ur undertakings
May Allah be by yr side.
Love you peeps..
may it be a new beginning for All of euu...!!!
Ameen.

Recently i've been having SORE EYES...
looking like a ghost?hehe..
*tips contact lens is NO good!!
hehe yet I'm too stubborn not to wear it!

Okays. I'm still have not start working at the fastfood thingy due to them not having stock on uniform sadly. It's really delaying everything. I wonder how long more coz coming 18 dec i'll be starting at OFS. hopefully doesn't clash!!!
yet i'm patient enuff..

aite Last Saturday had ladies day out with the peeps i've been having out with. Huda Intan etri n me. Yet its nice since its been ages since we four went out together. Miss them and i had fun. yea went to town window shopping & yea everyone got themselves something.
I got a new pair of black Jeans..
(haha for someone who have not start working shud'nt be spending. tsk.)
But Huda spent lots.. bought herself a lot of brand new goodies.. tired being force to walkdown those shops... went here & there.. we meet up at 1.30. hahaha peeps guess what i'm not late!!!!
yea in fact i'm the first to arrive. wee..
here's pics of the systazz

Huda Intan Idah & etri

hmm I must mention Graduation nyte was Splendid!
yea i miss the schoool now i miss the friends.. i miss the teachers..
must say we did have fun. and everyone was looking charming & pretty
Really elegant!

here's some pics...

My sweet heart looking gorgeous?

Etri

fairuz..

Fida..

Sha..

dila...

Tirah

idah...

With teachers

2006-12-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

Ouh God i didnt leave the great news!!!!!

you know my Dnt artifact Was shortlisted...yea!!!
hahaha thanks lots to those ppl who've help me alot.
The teachers the friends.
Mr Azlan,Mr Tan and a lil of Mr lim hee..
but really apprieciate all ur guidance!
And its An achievement ! really
on the 11/12 that is fida's b'dae i'll be going for my pitching!!!!
Selling my product.And hopefully they buy what i have to say.
Wish me luck. I'm hoping to achieve something at e end of e day!
a cert perhaps?haha well but to reach this far is really shocking! so
i'm thankful. Amin!

hee.. Yipppeeeeeeeeee.....
thanks to Mrs Long for breaking the news!
i got the news on the days of grad nite. 23/11/06
and many teachers were congratulating me so yea i guess I'm proud of myself!!!!
thanks people... till here..

the new change0

2006-12-04T13:48:00.000+08:00

Aloha
its About time i burst All my thoughts out..

hmm where shall i start?
Well Im happy that my niece is doing great!
everything went smoothly. Alhamdulilah both my sis in law & my niece are Okay!

here's a pic
The Angelic BAbieS...
Awwwhh..
hee..

that's Anggun Fitri Binte Muhd Faizal.
14 November 2006
oh & not forgetting

here is Muhammad Danial on e day he was born.
*I reckon he is a photogenic ya?haha look at his pose*
27 July 2o06

Okays what's up with my life?
doing great. I'm cheering UP! ouh i mean trying..hee..

Two days ago i accompany my sis to some farewell party at bkt timah there.sis said its was katie's place she threw a farewell party for Michelle. And i find her sweet looking. nice too. It started at 7 p.m. Was nice meeting them. I got nervous talking to them. Ya who doesn't being the Only 17 yr old there and the only two Malays. But they're nice people and i'm glad my sis colleague remembers me. Hahaha but its a nice change of place. seeing a different culture having their fun. And we ended up going back at 1.30 A.M. but i had funs. Listening to them and some even gives advise to me. how nice. Well I'll soon join the workforce there.

Okays for the past few days it has been disaster trying to find a decent job.
Interviews. One aft another. yet i guess been rejected. & tell you its really awful to be rejected 5 workplace in a row. Darn. yet i suppose its testing my patients.
Hmm but now i got myself two jobs. crazy i know? Greedy? nah its just that i want the experiences from two of diff working environment. One is An office work at Overseas Family School. (the international sch) How did i got there?well its because my Sis recommended me. I want to work with these foreigners. And have something for a change. Learn something? But one thing for sure its not easy to communicate with them i tell you. their way of speaking is hard to understands. Mind me they are from ard e World. Their diff Accents. gosh. But i'm thankful to be getting both. the other one is At a fastfood restaurant. KFC. Its walking distance from my hommie. But that's part time. Well i have my reasons for taking both. And in An hour i'll be going for my interview. hee.. Wish me luck!

to be continue..... Coz i'm late..hahahaha

my love lyfe

2006-11-17T21:11:00.000+08:00

A message dedicated to Myself...

Beneath the sweet smile... lies.. =only GOD knows=

Buat diriku yg tercinta...

Doaku ketika dalam kelemahan ini...

Wahai Allah...
Seandainya telah kau catat dia milikku,tercipta buatku.
Dekatkanlah dia padaku, Satukan hatinya dengan hatiku,
Titipkan kemesraan antara kami,Agar kebahagiaan ini abadi.
Dan Tuhanku Yang Maha Pengasih,
Seiringkanlah kami dalam melayari hidup,
Ke tepian yang sejahtera.

Tetapi

Wahai Allah...
Seandainya telah Engkau takdirkan, Dia bukan milikku,
Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku, Luput dari ingatanku,
Dan peliharalah diriku dari kecewa.

Wahai Allah...
Ya Tuhanku. Yang Maha Mengerti, Berilah diriku kekuatan,
Melontar bayangannya ke dada langit,
Hilang bersama senja merah,
Dan gelap pekat malam, Agar aku rasa bahagia,
Walaupun tanpa dirinya.

Dan
wahai Allah...
Tuhanku Yang Tercinta, Gantikanlah yang telah hilang,
Tumbuhkanlah kembali yang telah patah,
Meskipun tiadakan sama dengan dirinya,
Seandainya dia datang menemuiku &
Cinta itu adalah cinta yang sejati dan suci,
Seandainya dia pergi dan tiada menemuiku &
Anggaplah cinta itu tidak wujud dari awal...!

ikhlas,
Diri ini..
idah...

Ku pasrah Atas KepergianMu...

Cinta Tegarkan hatikU tak mahU sesuatu mereggutmu;
Naluriku berkata tak ingin terulang lagi KEHILANGAN cinta Hati bagai raga tak bernyawa

=Siapa menduga Engkau berubah; ku hanya serahkan pada yg maha Esa atas kecewaan yg ku rasa ini...=

2006-11-12T11:54:00.000+08:00

More good news..

I'll be expecting a nephew or niece sometime next week...
My 2nd bro... 1st child..how cool more to come
One Big happy family..hee..
i dont mind getting a girl or a boy but it would be fun to have a niece...
InsyaAllah everything goes smoothly for my sis-in law.

And Of course my nephew Muhd Danial is doing great.3 months...

okays..here's some picture of raya 2006

My family my life...

me in car on the way to granny's place...

posing...haa...

the boys.. Andrie Mikhail & Adwin Damirie..
my nephews...

me & Danial..
look at his chubby cheeks...eee... hahaha

Btw here's my artifact:-
aiming for B3 and above.
but for what i know my grades for folio & artifact is quite high.
So want my distinction have to do my best for the paper!!!!

when put on....tradaa....

2006-11-12T11:45:00.000+08:00

precious hours!!!!!

I'm back....

5 more papers to go......

hurhur..
Actually had promised myself not to blog till 20 but earlier just now i was checking my emails
then got this email from friendster receiving a testie from someone..
And gosh.. its the 5n video. and i actually shed. Thanks FIDA for uploading it!!!
you made my day.
It reminded me of the wonderful times i spent in skewl.
I'm sooooo going to miss my school life.
secondary sch life is going to be over in just a blink.
Sadly.
I'm so going to miss the Fun of simply being a student
with nothing to worry only academic stuff.
sOon no more the normal routine that i'm so used..to..
the friends the teachers.the fuchun stuff like the uncle and all hahaha...
Just when u are about to love it its going to be over...
five long wonderful experience in Fuchun secondary school is about to end.

so here i am posting the video.
well this is the video the 5N made as a tribute to the teachers in Fuchun...
sweet?
yea i know..
And frankly special thanks to those who have put in effort in making this come true..
so enjoy!!!..
future visionaries production...
Our very own..
creative is what they describe..weee

Once a Dream Now REALITY...

every thoughts really helps in improvising the video...
it all started when the clan sat down while having our lunch
at mac and having this craziest idea.. that is to make this video...
those who took the pictures..TEACHERS in candid..
hahaha.. i know wasn't easy especially not to let the teacher notice...
Those who pose ideas.. But of course special mention to Athirah
creating it using your skillful ways in making the video.. hurhur...

LOVE MY BATCH.. LOVE MY FRIENDS..LOVE 5n1 PEeeps...
w/O you... would not have all those that we achieve this year and the years before.
You people are really special... We really make a great team.
Thanks for cooperating.. in all the project we came up with...!!!!!!

2006-08-08T22:34:00.000+08:00

Gosh ... its about time...
Have to update...
I miss blogging...
firstly...

HApPy 41 Birthday SINGAPORE....!!!!!!
hurhur proud to be a SingaporeaN!!!*winks*

Well what's been goin on lately... hmm

Guess what??????
i've completed my artifect... ahahaha finally...ryte?
Thanks Loads To Mr Azlan...

anyways results out for Gce O MT this friday at 9. OO my lord.. my so nervous ryte now..

Ouh and my O levels oral is drawn nearer. to be precise. this coming 14th august.
The worst part is im the last out of the 15 of them. Haizz...

Lately been falling sick.. i guess must be me too occupied with the school stuff.. that my brain is gona explode soon. ahaha..

Did i mention i have A newborn nephew? hee.. The 1st to the next generation..

Muhammad Danial Bin Muhammad Fahmi.. 27 august 2006. 0459.

Alhamdulilah.
I'll post the adorable pic next time.

Im have loads to say.. just that the hands is too weak and tired to type.. next time then.. till here..

2006-07-09T15:38:00.000+08:00

The picture is officially uploaded..
Omg.. for your info peeps. Intotal for both recent event.. there's nearly 200 plus shots. so enjoy stealing from my picturetrail.*wide-Smiley*

i send this to my classmates who have friendster.. but if i didnt send to anyone of u sorry maybe cldnt find ur profile..So those who dont have e account here's a msg from me to euuu:

Dedicated to all my awesome classmates...

The class outing was really a great day.
& memorable one too.. im gona miss us being together..its like months and that's the end of of our skewls lyfe in fuchun.
All the laughter,teasing here & there, e silly fights.. even goin to make me miss u guuys loads. All the ups & downs we been thru & e encouragement we gave to one another.
The goal we share & want to achieve.Not forgetting the strong bond we develop for each other thru out the 5 yrs. Gosh. I perhaps regards all of u as my siblings. Thanks for making my sch life such a memorable moment.

hope years down the road we'll met up and have gathering again. Keep in touch. for now keep our mind straight & aim for the course we've dream of. May we all achieve it. Stay focus peeps. Lets all pass this o levels with a smiley face like we did last yr for n levels.. & encourage one another..

till here..

i'll be missing u guys tremendously...

lots of love

the one & only
idah
a.k.a
OrangeLady

2006-07-09T13:04:00.000+08:00

*posted to dearest girlfriend*

*opps* outdated yet again..hehe i'l just say wat i intend to daysss ago

Heys dearest loved girlfriends..

e memorable day
*FinaFairuzAthirahLeilaDianFidaDila&Myself.*

Wlds mrt.train ride.orchardRd.canadian pizza.farEast.window shoppin.collect pizza.trainride.cityhall.7eleven.laughter.exchagin thots.esplanade.root top.beefSalsa& paperoni.pic sessions.craziness.decomposeCat.tunnel.statue.stamford.clarkQuey.bridge.endless
walking.farewell 2 dian&leila.coffeebean.chilling.parliment hse.961.bus ride.hommie.
winks

e moment whr all e tension was left aside
Wanted 2 say hw fun it was havin e outing e crazeeyyness e joy e laughter
e part where our shyness dissapear
hope tis is nt our last outing
Thanks 4 e splendid time
well am suspose aftr tis everyone wl b bz wit o levels.n fina wit her college thingy

n esp to fina miss u tremendously

anyways girlfriends
all e best 2 e stuff u'r striving for
my prayers wl be by ur side

takecare my sweetheart.
e One & only
idah
aka
OrangeLady
*wideSmiley*

~end~
anyways peeps pics is coming ur way.... in few minutess... sorry to hold it tooOOoo long..huahuahua.. takecare darlings..

2006-07-01T23:52:00.000+08:00

-Smiley-

how shall i start? very well.. firstly....

today its NCC day!...105 years!!! we survive.. and will always do in future..
All the best......
Ncc all the way...
okays.. so the celebration was yesterday..
the parade...
i was the Parade commander... frankly.. this is my first time being one thru out my five yrs service. yea.. And i've been waiting for this moment! after waiting for a chance.. as peeps always wanting the position..finally..lucky i grabbed the chance orelse be dissapointed not knowing how it feels like.. aite all this was decided at the very last moment.. however im proud of myself.. yea..everyone did great. Am especially proud of my part A. Hee they did it.. as for me.. the command was very loud & clear...and some were amaze.. see even a girl can give command.. (see don't judge until you see it..)
Well that was my last time wif ncc i guess....Aite that aside..

We were given out youth day t-shirt..
very nice really!!! its in white and dry fit material...
Thanks Mr Raja...(wide-Smiley)
for once.. im proud to be wearing it..

susposely yesterday was also youth day.
so happy youth everyone...

My o Level malay oral was yesterday.yeap.. was sort of shakey.. hee..But all in all it was ok..
earlier in the morning was wearing the No.3 uni... Was sort of troublesome coz had so many thing to bring in one day. I had PE lesson so had to bring my PE attire, then school full uniform due to the oral thingy.. but lucky it was friday. Where time allows me to go home and change. plus fresh bath... kewlness..

While waiting for the oral to officially start, the sweetest teachers came down to hall to check on us. Sweet aint it. *Touch* Mdm Hanim , Mrs Long n Cg Norlin.. Thanks.. for your concerns.. Really appriciate it..

After oral, went to workshop. As usual do my stuff.. my gosh.. imagine me goin down for Dnt almost everyday.. *sigh* and there's still more to do.. But.. eventhough its sort of very tense.. doin the stuff.. the bright side is.. its quite fun.. the teachers are fun exception of Mr J*****.. who wld want him ard.. surely ain't me.. wahaha..Okays.. Yesterday Mr Azlan was not fully booked.. hee..coz none of the O levels dnt peeps was there.. except me n sham.. so got a chance to discuss with him.. Sometimes felt that i trouble him too much yet again.. how cant i.. when the thing im doin sort of complicated.. need sewing lah... this.. that.. yest mr azlan taught me sewing technic which he assume is easier n faster. (dun get me wrong i do know how to do hand sewing simple ones..)And fact is i HATE.HATE.HATE sewing. just dont like it. Now my artifect there's slight progress.. but slow. I really want to finish this. Besides mr choong agree to treat those people to seoul garden.. if we complete it on time.
so that's a challenge i take.

Uhmm anyways there was unsightly stuff happen at the workshop.. while mr Azlan was explaining stuff to methere's this girl the alian type.. sitted across him. then she was sitted cross legged and her shoe sort of touch mr Azlan's knee. Then mr azlan actually went down to see what was it and alert her immediately. Well who wont ryte? who would want to get the preception of others that you'r having intimate stuff with a student. So i belief he did the ryte thing. And I got disgusted when the girl did it again. and when mr Azlan ask her to move, she didnt want to. and i was like... stop being a bitch...Me n tra already exchanging looks.. Anyways Whatever.... unless its the other way round where the tcher did that. come on u're a student... behaviour like one....

After The discussion Wif mr Azlan, who pratically hold me.. As i wanted to go and end it at 5 but he drag this till 5.45. For sure my sis was piss with me waiting outside the sch. *hee coz we plan to go Jb. Anyways thanks to Tirah & Nishamm for accompanying me n waiting for me to finish.. thanks guys..!

The day before, Those who participate in the musical was ask to come to the front to receive the cert. But it was nice that we get something.. Hmm of course the choir was bloody long... ahaha.. anyways the one annoucing was mr Chong. And when he called me followed by fida, he joke saying to the school " wow... they not only can do technical.. they can also sing.. AMAZING!" and me n fida were like.. ahaha.. *blush*

We are having class outing this Monday. yippee.. the agree goin to ECP.. hurhur cant wait...fun loads of fun.. that i'll update.

Anyways peeps who've been waiting for the pics.. am sorry but promise after i upload i'll inform.. soo SORRY!

2006-06-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

SChool's Opening!
Okays i shall update but i dont know where to start which story to begin with.... hmm..

Yesterday was the firsttime in so many months i start discussing about my artifact. My friends all started yet me??????. I feel so left out. Thanks to the musical that occupy my time. Now i feel im way behind time.well remember im doin the posture thingy thanks to Mr Azlan giving hesh time to listen out orelse when the hell am i able to start.besides he owe me... does he? hahaha For sure Mr choong already wash hands from my project coz he finds it very complicating and hard and for days Mr tan the only one who understand my project went off to france And me tired of waiting and doin folio all along.

Okays more elaboration about the thing im doin for my dnt this yr. firstly the theme is
"Learning aid"Something eg. device that helps a person to learn. So we have to come out with an idea to help a person learning by using the thing we created. So far clear? hee. okays i want something different and never been done of i want copyright deserved! hehe i dont like doing something common for instant for infants. coz almost every candidate is tackling about that. so i came with this invention that is something got to do with posture that helps a person to acquire Good posture. ITs a put on thingy. This idea can cater to all age group. So far interesting? okays fact wise its hard really and challenging yet im up for the challenge. I mean i cant possibly turn back and stop what ever research i've done. Its not possible. however friends been telling me mine is difficult. Come on ppl dont discourage me. Atleast your support is really apprieciate. Besides i have my resources to help me tackle this project that is the experience mr Tan and Mr azlan. One good in helping my folio and another for my artifact. Hopefully i can manage it and finish it on time. I'll update and show after i've dont the thingy... just wish me luck!

school is officially open in three days yet for the graduating classes,it already open or shall i say no hols? Atleast today is a relief. No classes or tutorials. So going out with the girls. And the last time with fina before she goes and persue her degree. N us having loads fun before serious work. So later she's going to give us pizza treat at canadian n afterwhich we'll be heading to esplanade.. and just chill n chat. Shelmin and gang invited us to sentosa you know have fun but some didnt agree so we are back to our plan.
I'm left an hour to get dress. Omg. orelse ya know... LATE! hahaa i'll uodate the great day spent. till here buhbye!!!!!

2006-06-16T12:16:00.000+08:00

...=.....THE HOLIDAYS.....=...

Its 12 noon. The hp rang and it was my granny asking me to sleepover at her place. And i was like???? what at this very last minute. Not that i dont like to stay there but all my plans have to be cancelled. Yet again if i dont stay there she's be all alone for 3 days i guess. Poor thing aint it?

Okays.. i've made up my mind. I am going to stay there for 3 days. Hmmm so away from all the distraction.. internet,SCV yadda..yadda.. you know. basically my hommie is very cozy that at times i just preferred to be at home. Home sweeeeet home. Good Bye people hahahahaha [And they were like ONLY 3 BLOODY DAYS WHAT's THE BIG FUSS????]aite i'll chill.

Recently i watched a movie, She's the man.with the buddie Rafina. Was hell great movie tell you. It was really worth my time & money. Those boys was extremely HOT. i mean really. phew. lucky amanda bynes. i felt like watching again. CAN I???? hahah But the sick part is i was suspose to be doing the holiday assignment with Ahmad and Amaleena at wlds lib.Cant even last for atleast two hours i was already bored. Notty me. ish3. so at 4 went for the exiciment... which is really worth...After movie, i went to city hall alone to collect my most precious & love MP3. I soo need it after about 2 weeks. And i'm soo Happie that i went for servicing... lucky the warranty is still on till this 16 JUne. And i went to one on one exchange. They gave me a brand new MP3 player. How cool????? its reaLLy brandnew... no kidding... AND THE BEST PART IS NO PAYMENT... I Love creative... felt like i've just bought a new one..

Yesterday(thursday)me woke up late. And was extremely late for mendaki. which started at 9. but of course to them this was normal. me being late. *grin*
Okays while i dashed off towards the busstop saw this fimiliar looking lady waiting for a taxi. And when i saw her the first person which came to my mind was Mdm Choong. Her hair, her shoe the way she dressed exactly like her. It was at the condo infront of siling primary busstop. but i couldn't possible think it would be her. why would in the world she be there when she stayed around Yishun. But the lady keep turning and looking at my direction.. well wth to break the curiousity i sms her right after i got into the bus. And how great to find that it was her. If i have known earlier would have said hi to her. darn...IF I HAD KNOWN...

Okays after which fairuz went to the library and i joined her later. around 4 plus. But there's so much talking.... we simply talk..and talk... then ard 5 plus Hammeed & fina came to have dinner with us. So we went to KFC. Then the conversation starts...But hammeed had to leave...=( We talk about almost everything from politics to boys ahakz to comparison between countries. Its was very fun exchanging thoughts..
after dinner we went to the level 6 to continue where we left off. then after told to shift..we sat at level 7 and the talk..talk.. its like there's so many to talked about.. pics here and there.. wonderful. as if it was ages since we last chat. And all those ended around 10 plus. ridiculous??yet true!!! Hopefully before fina leaving can do that another day... or We'll miss her... soon perth her she comes..

Frankly this whole week i've been really slacking. Till now the 3rd week homework not done? arse right? I've started but its a long way i guess before i can complete ALL bloody homework.
On Monday i went to school. It was fun. I'm feeling like a mad scientist experimenting all there is in the lab.hurhur coolness. really. Actually those who were involve in the musical had to come to complete the assignment.
Well WE ARE A BUNCH OF NICE PEOPLE SO WE CAME INSTEAD OF LETTING THE TEACHER WAIT.
After which headed to Teh Tarik coffee house. Not that we drink the teh tarik like some WAK-WAK(old people). we had our breakfast there as per normal. Its like our 2nd canteen.
Then fina came from Harbour Front after meeting her brother. There he goes off to Austrailia persuing hesh degree. buhbye Rafiri have a safe trip. And in two more weeks there goes fina too off to perth. All the best girlfriend. but for now enjoy your stay in singapore with your wonderful peeps... Later you'll gonna miss us tremendously.........or shall i say already did?

On tuesday,Its the ladies dayout.
Hurhur. All went except for Adilah & Intan =(

Okays it was fun getting together and just chilling around. first stop went to Douby Ghaut to collect the LJS coupon coz fai won and thot of spending it with us. Sweet aint her?
Then i assume there was a long John silver Marine Parade but i was wrong. Lucky fina said there use to have to my prediction was right. But now thanks to me we had to posponed our lunch to dinner. ahahaha.. so i came out with this brilliant idea Since they claim that they were all starving; that is we buy stuff from OCK and junks from Ntuc... and headed to ECP. How nice. And indeed we can enjoy the peace that we really need just with the nature. The great thing is we can just put all the problems aside and think of nothing..... Hmm since pictures speak better then words so here are the picture.... FUNSHOTS.....

2006-06-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

FUCHUN 20th ANNIVERSARY

Pictures of 20th anniversary DINNER... hurhur
The event was the best...The girls looks absolutely great..

This is my all time favourite...sweet rite?? hehe..

The Girls...

The Choir teacher.. Mrs Anita Long Mansor.. tgk tu muke.. hehe.. u're suspose to be ready... teacher....!

Oh thats my BOy.. Friend.. haha Faizal.. is he?? the next singapore idol???
The BLOOMING TALENT...

The combination.. Choir & Cast members plus teacherS

Thats me and my gorgeous teacher...

Thats me and sha.. testing out the camera..hurhur..

We're reaching for e stars?????stretch girls...

That's me.. in the full costume...=)

10th JUNE 2006

hmm... Okays tommorrow is the "big" day.... Its the Fuchun 20th anniversary musical held at NUS unniversity caltural centre(UCC). And me being in the choir is going to be part of the musical. Oh well am suspose to feel anxious or atleast exicited rite?? but after looking at how we choir are being positon.. The feelings just dissapear and fade away. I mean we are like the props. or somesort like the EXtras... I guess the choir girls doing it for the sack of pleasing the P. apart from that This is our last performance before the graduating peeps wash hands. So while going through it might as well we enjoy the moment together.Fine tommorrow is the day finally....

Okays practice was like almost everyday. Its been like almost 6 months we've been practicing. Then by May the practice turned out to be very tensed. Schedule was damn packed. After long hours, Exhaustion. People starts falling sick. Complaining. in the end all the choir girls endure till the grand finale. huhur..hopefully tommorrow our effort paid off.. Wont want to waste.....

Guess what the teacherS will be performing for the musical entitled I will survivor . They have set up an item. Ms rohani was the one producing the steps. Indeed really amaze me by the talents that the teacherS have but there one or two who is really off. =D The teachers are Ms Rohani, Mdm Wen the director, Ms Tan the Assitance director, Miss Estee, Ms Aishah & The best of all is Ms Diana. My gosh tell you she got that solid moves. Really amazing.

in addition to that...
i'm very proud of fairuz , fida n myself for coming out with the steps within 20 mins. How cool rite? we taught the girls n they manage to pick up the steps in two days. The best part is all this was done in three days to the grand finale. Ouh and guess what in contribution to our credit, Ms Rohani treat the 10 of us to pizza. So lucky ain't we?? hahahaha

Hmm sadly after tommorrow No more the routine. Just when u feel so attached its over soon. No more gossip.. hehe i felt very close to Mrs long now. I mean she's more open and now i know bits about her teens life what she was like and to be frank you won't even expect your teachers was like that. But seriously its fun... listening. Hmm 5 yrs of commitment..

Yesterday... and today came home ard 8... my gosh disaster.. Had to go up down UCC. YEsterday was amaze by The UCC backstage very cool and big. Feeling like an artise.. BUT.. We were only given packets foods. And is doesn't takes as good as it looks. The feeding part sux.. But in the bus we were really noisy. Singing and having fun... weeee...
Uhmm there's more to update.. till here..

my journey

2006-06-04T11:18:00.000+08:00

Okays. Too many stuff been happening. Good ones and of course some bad ones. I've not had the time to do my own stuff. June Holidays Already yet the schedule is indeed very packed.

Aite yesterday was the best. We were elegant and truly pleasing. The performance was truly satisfatory. Really. We were performing for Fuchun 20th anniversary Dinner. And i guess the choir was the main performance because we had 4 items to do. Imagine that and they actually told us about us performing at a very late notice. 3 weeks more. And we managed to pull it through.. Hurhur i'm so proud of us. All the commitment now paid off. And what impress me more is that there were many compliments about us. Surprisingly they said that we werer very entertaining. Sadly it ended so quickly. NOt forgetting to mention we had great fun. Now just have to wait for another week for the musical performance At NUS (UCC). However this time its not really a big thingy for us. after that... leaving CHOIR......=(

On wednesday did recording for musical. Gosh tell you was really nice experience.. really. furthermore it the first time going for recording. And we did recording with Mr Shahul one of the 80s rock star. Gingerbread. Really great. At first When mr choong told us the place is located at someone's flat we were like...... hehehehe okays..the main thing is it ended up well...
All 12 of us went there by cab. great ryte? ouh and the thing is this Mr shahul said that my features look like her late mom during her teen years. hahaha i have a clon. ookays here the shot we manage to take....Thank god mr Choong provide us transport home. After hard convincing he agree in letting us take the cab back & fro. We recorded only threee song. I care which is mrs long very own. Very nice song. Then followed by Reach and Yesterday once more..

We took pic while waiting for our turn.. At hesh living room.

That's my group. the 4 Ladies....

Me doing my own recording. hurhur...

slacking at Mr shahul studio.. very cozy...

Busy recording.. the experts...

Thats us.... The Power voice... with the legenda... Mr shahul...

On our wae back in cab.

Hmm. recently I organise a fund raising for my class. Thanks to the classmates for their support helping here and there. We at last done that project which was really overdue since march. couldn't fine the right time to propose the project ahakz. Okays was a nice experience. I believe we had such a great time. The best part is we made a profit of $215. The total $$ made was $430. NOt bad huh???? future VISIONARIES.....LOLs. Okays. Then one of the days Madam hanim asked me to made announcement to the whole school about our kind donation to needy student fund. We donated the whole profit to them. But she inform me at the very last minute. What a preparation huh? hehehe yet of course very nervous and cause me to be abit soft while announcing..But atleast now its over. And we felt good doing the good deeds for the school. Now all we have to think for is the class outing. When we should held in on... HAizzzz..Zzz.. more headaches.... Well sure will be over soon.

This is the troop!!!! 5N1 peeps.

Very active peeps trying to sell the food.. convincing???

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The OrangeLady who always bring her orange towel everywhere...heh=D

tsk.tsk. Bad example boys. Not suppose to slack around... ahakz...

The primary school buddy. Been classmates till now still....

The food gone fast... coolness..

No matter how busy always slot a time to do photo taking.. hehe

The money keeper....

Hmm some unexpected stuff going around.
i'll update... again... got to run...

2006-05-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.~~.Thank God.
~~~~~~~~~~ALHAMDULILAH~~~~~~~~~~
I so grateful. The $127 Swatch watch was found. Thank god. Phew.
hehe Was sort of long story. Luckily Shidique was there and brought the watch home. Felt like thanking Diq not stop for saving my butt.

Okays.. Reality.. results out soon.. my goodness... hehe well.. very badly done. tsk.tsk.tsk.. update when i ALL get the marks..

Today is A Holiday. Polling day. Lucky us.. so we had plans...

Earlier on about 11 in the morning, receive call from Mrs Long. had some problems which regard to the choir.. The costume (top) The new songs that we had to perform.. And all this was told at The VERY LAST MINUTE. Now we are really in rush to settle all those within two weeks.*head Burst*

Okays. Today watch movie with Fairuz & Fida at New Cathay near Douby Ghaut. The place Was awesome. Very nice. thumbs up beb. ouh well we watch The poiseden. The Show was just okie.But we had fun.i guess the movie rather brief but the main cast was extremely charming. weee.. After which went to Lucky PlaZa had our lunch and went on looking for Choir Costume. It was rather tiring walking and all. Headed Woodlands with Fai and we had a meaningful chat session. Really. Those few minutes meant alot. i guess it must have felt great letting all go. Home happy home around 2000hrs.

Hmm O LEVEL MOTHER TOUGUE IS IN ANOTHER 2 WEEKS???? OMG. Am i able to strike Distinction atleast A1 OR A2? All i know is i have to..
have to learn peribahasa.. and all..

2006-05-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

woohoo...
What a day...

Oh No... Damn it. Misplace my swatch watch. Confused..
Issit confirmed lost? i called Fairuz to confirm...
Damn...How am i goin to informed my bro & sis in-law???
sillyness = Trouble.
I suspose shud not blame anyone.
Hmm be prepare for the worse of cause loads of scolding from mom sis & bro...
*Bang head*

-End-

Today is Mother'S dAy...

Happy MotherS dAy To All Dedicated mom... For always being there..
Or atleast I know Mine did when i really need her.
Dear Mom.. I guess no words can express how much i apprieciate you.
Thank You For every single day of my life. Nurture me into a fine young lady.
To be precise 17years.. 204 months 4380 days and countless hours.
I Love You MOM.

Today the brother came with a heart shape Mocha cake. So sweet despite the wife not feeling well. He came with the two kiddos. So sweet. I am elited got a kiss for two adorable nephews. One more coming up. Gender have not discover yet. weee.... more young ones to come. I Love kiddos...

~end~

Mid year just ended...woish...
I'm scared...
hmm who won't when you know you didn't give your best shot, however it's a wake up call for me. It was ridiculous to be studying a paper consist of all chapters within a nite.. And i did that for almost all the paper. Worried!! The papers done merely on knowledge kept in the brain.. so the night before was just reveiwing... hmm well will see.

-End-

Ncc campFire..

Was kwelness..
yet slackness was seen.
M'am Khalisah & Hamiza Was there..
had fun...
Macdonalds wth the staff..and..MSG
Somesort of gathering
Miss them loads..
The Dearest..Hammeed..., Hana...., NAbila... and Zainal... plus me.. hehe All five of us.. The 5 men standing out of 30 over cadets in secondary one. hehe...
1030 went home. actually intended to sleepover yet some stuff which prevented.. in the end home happy home.
Oh and was delighted to meet up m'am Khalisah. hehe share stuff. you know i know.

~eNd~

About 20 more days to O level Mother Tongue
omg. buck up my dear!!!!~

~END~

%The Power of Love%

Have you ever been caught falling in love at the least of your expectation??
And it isn't within your grasp to not follow the weird feelings you're having towards someone.
You can't escape the fact that you're falling for someone can you?? Right word -inevitable-
This is all nature..feelings develop...

It all happen so quickly and without you knowing you are madly inlove with someone. Which started off as an acquiantance. . .Coincident.unexpected. Love at first sight? oh well.. All those Followed by smses which led to being hooked by the warmth side of the person.
Love Happens=MSN=SMSes=
Long hours phonecalls(midnite to morning madness)= Attached= Meet up
=deep falling for a person..=inevitable love care & concern...
And it goes on & on..*wide-smile*

I must admit at this CRITICAL moment should not be invlove be with anyone rite?? hmm well i just follow my instinct. Hopefully love don't overpower my focus ness and concentration. I'm sure there will be the negetive remarks towards me being involve..
He simply have all the quality that i seek for all this time.. (Stable,Very sweet, Understanding, rather religous.. ) Well he is just a prefect man in my eyes.
Well hopefully it's everlasting. won't want to lose someone too nice to be true..

Muhammad Fairuz Alfian Sanib & Noor Faridah Ahmad Fodali?
I Just leave it to God Almighty..
May he decide the best for me...
*smiley*

i'm truly deeply madly inlove

2006-05-02T17:53:00.001+08:00

Weee....
2nd may 2006. . .
Hopes its everlasting...

Love iS in the air. . . .

Happy birthday to the April babies...

My two brothers...
19 April Muhd Fadhil 23 & 27 April Muhd Faizal 28

27 April My Favourite Om: Shaffudin 39 a.k.a Cik Din

ouh & to liza & Eqa..Happy 17 bday girls..

To upcoming Babies,
Mdm Hanim On the 8th may & nishamm on the 10 may..

May You Be blessed...

Hmm today is the week of midyear examnation....

Just sat for English paper. Was Okay. Rather manageable. However still find it bias because the passage is mainly about history. To be precise, Attack on Pearl Harbour. How am i going to perform?? clueless... english is one of those subject hard to predict.

Hmm apart from that.... Tommorrow is Mother tougue papers... Nervous yes i am. I worry more because hell the papers nowdays getting tougher.

Few weeks ago had MT inhouse Oral. And i did terribly bad. Gosh and the actual paper is soo near.

I'm slacking.....

Very bad..

ish3....

Well..i don't know why....but suddenly the sense of urgency just gone...

Maybe its midyear...

But it's silly to have that preception...right?

Anyways my folio is due too..

Damn it... I'm way behind...

Gosh...I need help..

Is there any miracle impulse to happen??

moi story

2006-04-15T19:15:00.000+08:00

phewwww......!!! at last...hurhur...
Yo people miss my story????
Me too.....
*crazeey me*
*bang against the wall*
I am in the mood to express myself....
ready???

Aite what's new???
too many to mention...
Okays...
2 more weeks to Midyear.. which means..???
I am dead....
Someone please wake me up??
I'm in messed....

Okays. today is public holiday...
yippee rite??
But not for me..
I'm sick...my body ache...pretty much like an old granny..but i'm only 17?*shake-head*

On thursday

i was surposed to stay in school till 9 . but my terrible illness stopped me. I need the doctor.
I had to skipped Two tutorial, POA & Maths The sick part is both having class test on that day..
My brain gonna crack soon i tink!!
Then i skipped Choir pratice..and it's a combine some more...
But thanks to my most awesome & understanding teachers for excusing me..from attending so there me headed home. took pain killer.. and zouk out. thought of waking up at 6 and head for mendaki. Unfortunely i practically in the dreamland way too long. hahaha.. i woke up at 12 midnight. terrible rite i know.. but my body is just as important..well i'm not sure what's gonna happen... hopefully the step mother from hell wouldnt scream her whole lung out...Mmmm just wait and see...

On wednesday...

it was fuchun's anual cross-country-meet. atMacRitchie reservior
how was it??
Lovely...
I got 5th placing for the race...(turf race all level.)
kwelness..
anyways i was leading the first few laps then because of the steep slope huahuahua..
pancit seyy..really...
And at that one particular point, i was in the fourth placing then i make the wrong turn..
then the girl cut me.. idoit rite?
i know.. but still i am proud of myself for achieving something..
Through out the whole race so many stuff were profusely playing on my mind.
hahahahaha you people may think i am absolutely insane for thinking such stuff...yet again it's faridah man... what do you expect...
oh and kudos to my classmates, for getting the B girls top 5 champion.
Anyways i'm proud of you people...
i mean you gerls run all the way..
kudos..
esp. to regina Chua...
The splinter...
you girls deserved it..
& kudos to topez....

Okays few weeks ago was Fuchun sport's day...
held at as usual woodlands Stadium.
I participate 3 events, shot put, discuss, & jevelin.
happy newss...
got 1st placing for discuss,2nd placing for both shot put & jevelin.
hurhur...
oh and last minute i participate for the turf race...
got 1st placing..
lucky right?????
*evil laughter*
Oh on that day the whole 5N wore our class jersey or maybe letme rephase " level" jersey.
weeee.....our spirit was high..
Then we planned to sit at amesthyst.
in addition to our joy, atmesthyst won...
*long live atmesthyst....*
which led to unhappiness...
for some people..
hrmm well there's conflict occuring between the graduating classes..
or maybe more of this particular "guy" being the spokeperson for the rest. well who cares..
I mean my class have always try to excel in everyway that we can. you know the class spirit is glowing strong...
yet some people not happie letme rephase..*jealous*
can somebody tell "that guy" that my class worked our butt to be the best since secondary 3... believe it or not so just shut the hell up.. he thinks it easy????????? So stop expressing urself telling the whole network of hesh that he hate the 5 N. So what?? if you want it then work you're class up urself stop whining...
please lah i mean if you people see a class highly spirted...you call that class arrogant???
and f.y.i The teachers are not one sided.... of course there are a few up & downs that the class got...
So just wake up dude
"everybody in the skool wants to compete wif 5n1...ey ppl,we arent dat perfect to be competing wif....esp the hearts thingy... we juz do wadever we like...
argh~!
pissed off..."-fida
which i agree....
Just be urself lah...stop imitating us...
we need our space....

regconise him???
hrmm On the 2nd April 2006.
I met Cowok gue yang ganteng banget...with intan & Fairuz....
who???

Arianto Wibowo...
kwwang.kwwang..kwaang...
of course you people may think that we are bunch of crazeey people..
true yet it was worth our time? (i think)
Well frankly speaking hesh so damn charming...
Meeting him live was better...
manage to caught hesh awesome smile..
ouh got a flying kissed from him..the moment he was on the other side of the road..
frankly speaking,
Hesh charm can easily bewitched any girls...
hahaha i did research about him too you know...
aite letme me give ya preview...

name:Arianto wibowo
also known as Ari..or irfan
status:single yet taken
girlfriend's name:inge anugrah(a.k.a Faridah)did i mention that?
born in berlin 26 december 1970
race: mixed indo german(cool rite)
move to Jarkata at the age of 10 . struggling to speak hesh father language so he communicate using pictures..
hrmmm wana know more???
buzz me...

till here i update again ya...no worries would be like decades...
heee...

my awesome days.....

2006-02-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

Well.well.well.
Here I am blogging again.since a friend of mine insisted that I updated with what’s happening with my colourful life.. Sutresno the Junior. He even counted the number of days I’ve left out. Mik.Mik!!!

INTAN I’M TRULY SORRY..PROMISE I’LL TAGG YOU ALONG THE NEXT TIME…MISS YOU TOO BEBS!!!

Student of the month for the month of febuary…
LEE WEI TING
WOW
Kudos lady..
You deserve it!!!

Okays.
For the past days what I’ve been up to…

Common test passed. Yahhooo
After the short , restless , insufficient sleep..
Pretty much doing last minute studies
At last….
We are stress free..for the moment…
So we came up with this brillant plan which was
Going for a break…
A day where no school involve…

LaDieS Day Out..
It was an awesome day spent.
Recently the clan went out as part of our gathering to ease ourselves away from school loads, O LEVELS, notes, books and yadda.yadda… you know those stuff..
We plan to go to our destination straight away after extra class on Saturday.
So earlier in the morning we attended Maths’s story which lasted for two hours. Most of us over slept. Hahaha. So end up not coming rite fai??

Sha didn’t tagg along as she had other urgent stuff, she went home straight after math’s story which was around 11.30. So me,fida and dila got dress in school. Oh and do you know that Fuchun has a saloon. It’s called DC saloon. Run by NURADILAH.muahahaha

Then we did the girls stuff.wont want to go in details.lols after dressing up me, fida and dila had to wait for like almost two hours for two “bewitched” princess. They really make us wait till we were about to rot.luckily not to that extend. However we took pics along the way.

We took 966. The bus ride was superb.Tirah brought her laptop and we tunes on the songs that almost half of the passenger could listen to the music tune by us. we alight at Parkway Parade and spent about an hour or two window shopping at the mall.It was magnificent I tell you. We pratically enter almost all the shops in the level. Pretty much entertaining our self.. laughing along the way.. pretending and trying out the cool outfit Ooo... and The toilet… very stylish..we even took pics…as well..

On our way to NTUC where I was happily singing annoyingly to Athirah then I turn to muteness when met him along the way. Who would expect to ever meet him again espeacially out of the blue. OMG its My USED TO BE CRUSH! He was there standing. So we exchange smile and . . . . . . . .There it adds on to my wide smile.. really made my day.

Went to NtuC looking for the ICE CREAM!!! Even deciding on which ice cream to chose from was time pass. It took us about 10-15 minutes. I even fought with fida over the ice cream favours. Wakakaka.Fida clam she doesn’t eat cheese..how crap is that man??? CHEESE????? However we chose base on the majority wins….yaHooOOOooOOoo
Final dicision: We bought two tubs –
Chocolate brownies ice cream and Raspberry Cheesecake ice cream.

Next destination… we headed to CHANGI AIRPORT….
NOT!!!!!
Hahaha..crappness
We headed to East coast park.
I actually wanted to skate.. eventhough I’m not expert in skating.
Or let me rephase it…
I DONNOT KNOW HOW TO SKATE.
Hahaha I was too embrassed to skate with my other peers. So decided to do so that evening cause was more comfortable with the clan. Unfortunely time didn’t loosen for skating. So we just slack around bumming one another at the bench eating ice cream and tuning to music. HOW COOL IS THAT??? I know. Lols.
We really enjoyed ourselves. Took photos..here and there … pose here and there.. and.. etc.etc…

P/s: To Rafina Lalita & Intan Sari next outing.. we will tagg you guys along… More fun… surely…next destination???? Where to???

Enuff with the fun.. results out.. I passed almost all however did VERY 3x badly for PRINCIPLE OF ACCOUNTS!! The rest average..not enough effort…we will see went all the results finally out by the end of the week!!

Meet parents session..Next….. CRAPP… Hope they’re not looking into too much of the C.M. DAMN!!

Sports day coming…..yippe..the best thing is its during school hours..SWEEET!!!

TILL HERE….
FUTURE VISONARIES!!!
Btw here’s some pics…

My lil cousin…
Muhd Irfan Bin shaffuddin

isn’t he adorable?? Love you!!

Here’s Mdm Rachel choong..

She look’s delighted didn’t she….???

The whole class with Mdm Choong..our last fareWell..

sweet???

The pics..during the ladies day out..

Toilet At Fuchun CC.awesome aint it?

reflection!!!!

Engrossed…

BOREDOM!!

Macdonald

Fida and dilkz staring away….

Happie Sunshines….

Me and Fairuz…

Bus Ride….966

Parkway toilet nice??? Cool colour combination right??

*smiley*

US…

ICE_CREAM!!!!!!!

Lovely me and irah

The spice girls???

unique huh???

My all time favourite…

Veri nice…very nice..lovely…

What with the pose..what was I doing???

For more visit my gallery ya..seeya….!!!

.::.My incredible days.::.

2006-02-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

hurhur..
I am blogging again!!
How cool is that????
I know..

Finally time has lossen for me to do my stuff!
okays. what's new..

One of the days, met Fauzie Laily, anugerah 2nd runner-up.
I tell you hesh so the adorable lah!! Baby face.. argh!!!!
I was so excited!
lucky got the chance to take a picture with him. ( me & athirah)
how fortune... dila got hesh autograph.
Hesh friendly too.

It was on the Wednesday evening, me,fai, shelmin, tirah,dila, sha & fida was heading to Macdonald thot of having an ice-cream and doing a little bit of chit-chatting. On our way saw all this set up for shooting doing some scene at the Marsiling Macdonald. We acted normal like no body cares. thot some un"famous" artist doing shooting there... OOo after we had settle down, saw this cute, hensem, adorable guy smiling that is Fauzie of course..The 1st person to react.. adilah..hehehe she insist on taking Fauzie's autograph. There were only 3 artist there Syed Azmeer, Fauzie Laily and the actress who played click. Ohh and the picture took with Fauzie, i take it as my birthday prezzie..heehehehe super-dupper.

Eve of my birthday...On the evening went to Jb with sis and The bro wearing school uni. Heheh crazy me. Ate at City Square food court and then desert at Coffee Bean. I drank Pure Choco Ice blended. Woohurhur oh and ate Chicago cheese Cake. Was absolutely nice. I tell euu.. Thanks to sis for the awesome birthday treat. While I was window shopping, saw This marvellous Tiramisu cake rather small 1kg but was gorgeous. First came to my mind was presenting it to Mdm Choong As a farewell gift. So I did!! It was all nicely packed. Really was just prefect.

Before heading to JB, Chen Qin called up. Insist that I met up with both surina and herself that instant. Or else.. haha she even threaten me.haha *shake head* So there I was going to CWP with fida feeling clueless. Then Chen Qin gave me my birthday prezzie. GueSS what?? It’s a humongous Garfield. Hahahaha so sweet of her and Surina. So there I was going back with the huge bear.hahaha Thank euu girlfriends!!

Earlier on at school..After recess was Chemistry lesson. And believe it or not it was our last lesson with mdm choong. It’s only one period. So the first few minutes spent covering the mole concept. Then after covering the chapter, she spent the last 10 minutes talking. Well not the whole mates knows about her farewell except for me and the clan. So there she deliver her sad piece of news to the class. Everyone was in shocked. She said that she fear and didn’t know how to deliver the message to us and fearing that we would be angry towards her and thinking that all this while she’s been giving empty promises to us.not holding our us till the end. So she thought on that day(her last lesson) would be suitable so that for the past days(within the month) we would be giving our fullest like we used to and not give up. Her intention were really sweet. I can still remember every sentences she said. It was so meaningful that no teacher ever talk or say it sincerely about us like she did. Then amazingly the mates shed in tears. And the piece of message she deliver to the class saying those people she really wanted to said Thank euu to.. “ Hafiz.. Sheikh…and Nishamm for hesh attentiveness showing hesh apprieciation towards her lessons and this sentence I’ll always remember.. lastly to this one special girl Faridah. If I would ever had a daughter, I would want her to be like Faridah. She admire my ways and wishes to have her daughter like me.” Never this cross my mind that a teacher would really ranked highly of me that can compare being her own daughter. I’m so deeply touched.

She’s One of 5N1 Favourite teacher. We love her guidence. You know she maybe young or people say in-experience but i tell you she's one of the most equip teachers i know. Well prepared. Her lesson not bored at all. And from something seems so complicated, she's can make you understand so easily just by using her useful notes. Everything about her just inspire me alot. really. See her doing well at this very moment. I’m considering Teacher as one of my option for career. And truth is its not an easy path especially from where I am right now. A normal academic student. It’s tough. And looking at how suscessful Mdm choong is doing just keep reminding myself that it’s possible. Hrmm.. from a Poly graduate(however most teachers nearly all were for JC), to degree holder followed by Scientist and Teacher. And a really good one that is able to touch the student she taught with her ways.

Missing her presence already.

On Friday was my Birthday.27 January 2006.

My friends prensented me their gifts. Sha the gorgeous orangey watch.. tirah with the awesome soft toy.. even my cadet azura approached me with a card done by herself. Even stuff as simple as wishing me happy birthday just touch me.Kavitha with the birthday card. Got a hug from Cikgu Norlin god knows who inform her.And in class they sang me a birthday song.

During Recess met up the clan. Sit around then saw Mrs Chuah. She ask who brithday was it looking at the gift at the table. So there she gave me a hugg. So sweet of her. Really. Felt so warmth. *Blushed*

Thanks you guys!!!

Oh and to Dila Fida & Fai

Thanks for the gift. Although it was belated but it was nice of you.

I so love the card….

Chinese New Year celebration..

3 periods of lessons. The rest was all celebration.

The concert was jumble up man... I wonder who's the organiser...
Everything was not equip. *shake-Head*tsk.tsk.tsk

Madam Rachel Choong Last day in Fuchun.

So the we bought her our sincere gifts to show our apprieciation towards her.

A huge card sign by the classmates. After school, We headed to the bench beside HOD dept. and gather there. We planned something really cool that will make her remember.

We shouted Madam Choong……. Then We did a sign languague we love euu.

then showed her the card and also presenting the gifts for her…photo session…

Before I leave… manage to give her a hugged.

2006-01-21T04:37:00.000+08:00

Weee here i am blogging in 04.39 hrs in the morning.. am i insane?yesh i know!! The Chinese New Year is coming in a week or so, and its the year of dogs i guess. Well would like to wish the Chinese peeps Happie new year!!!! Ooo That means There's 4 days of holidays!! Hurray...

This coming Wednesday is the deadline for the class decoration competition. Something colaborating with the Chinese New year too. So the class looks damn dull. Really? 5n1 dull?? hahahah with the clans and me around will save the day thanks to the KELUANGMAN!!

During Mother tougue lesson Mr Rahmat didnt turn up AGAIN! As usual free two periods. Coolness. Then out of the blue i felt like filling the class with joy. So grab Sha n Tra along to the bookshops to find any stuff that can Enlighten the class. you know more condusive learning place. I came out with the idea to place the mixture of two colours (orange + Red) to the celling. hrmm i'll take pictures if it is all set to go!! hurhur..

Vists to Republic poly and the diplay indeed bored?? I went to Rp with the clans not with the school on Monday!! Oh and just now visit The Singapope poly. Was average. Lots of course available there. SP is the 1st poly in Singapore! Tommorow am goin to quessway beb. t6oday's evening iam goin to visit temasuk;

Chinese new year. plan on goin to Tankung Pinang!! Uncle treat me.. weeee

2006-01-19T15:56:00.000+08:00

Hello world! *Sigh* Just felt like blogging. It has been a while since i last blog in. There's so many to share yet so little time. Truth is I don't even have time for myself. Gosh. homeworks pilling up and it is just the third week of School. * slow down man!!*

I'm feeling exhausted. And i'm not sure why!!
I know I am suppose to be motivated and all.
This year is the important year of my life!! God help me.
I'm so not organise right now.
I don't do well in managing my time.
Homeworks just keep coming almost everyday.
My hours of sleeping is always not appropriate.
I don't sleep peacefully because i worry about the next day(school work!not Ontime!!)
(phew!!Relief!!that was nice letting all go.)

Most important event:
My birthday... yippe.. turning sweet 17 this coming 27th of January.
So don't forget ya.. buy lots and lots of prezzie.. hurhur(thick Skinned)
oh and happie Birthday to Ridhwan Muzaki. Turning 17 too this coming sunday 22nd January.

Recent events:-
-Class gathering at seoul Garden Causeway Point.
-Celebrate Aidil Adha.
More to come.. hee just to lazy to type..
i'll blog again when i'm stress free...and i wonder what will that be!!

2006-01-10T10:15:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDIL ADHA TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS.

Okays just finished having the big feast. weee.. lovely.. yummillious.
I so love the food. Earlier went to sultan Mosque to perform prayers.
That's the only Mosque which have ladies place for praying on such event.

Err.. for now running late got to get dress to go to ganny's place,
followed by visit to the grave. To visit the late ones. till here.
Blog when ever got the time.

the morning

2005-12-28T19:06:00.000+08:00

*smiley*
Went to school earlier in the morning...
Saw the Malay cikgu(s)..
Went towards them, greeted them. And of course a lil bit of chit-chat. (As usual) hee...
Ouh and Cikgu Mardiana said she read my entries to know about my results...

She predicted that I would blog in…TRUE!!
And she mentioned one of the entries which I let off my frustration.
Wee...
ahaks...
I was like hrmmm…
She thought I blame the teachers…Orang Tengah bingit biasela..

Takdelah cikgu saya tak sebut the names…

Hahaha

Well I suppose she is going to read this entry as well…

Actuallykan…

The blog is no meant for teachers to visit…

This is the personal blog where we shout out loud…

Now to close the chapter,

Well to be right am sorry if you felt that the entry was on you.

Ouh cikgu anyways thanks for checking out just to know how I did for my N paper.

So sweeettt…*smiley*

Okays those are my teachers. The picture was taken during prize presentation.

The further in, the one in white is Mr Rahmat followed by Mr Bambang in black, cikgu Mardiana, Cikgu Norlin and lastly cikgu Reduan.

Well I actually do have great bunch of teachers. *sincere*. But of course some odd ones not listed in my great list. Heee

Till here…

The day "N level release results"

2005-12-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

I should have updated sooner. Hahaha. Rather outdated. Heee..

ALHAMDULILAH. I made it… hurhur... I'm so happy. Now it is time to start working EXTRA harder. Yippe. My prayers dimakbulkan. Gosh. Anyways am happy for the class as well, we got 90% passes and made it to 5N. The class did superbly.

The class achieved:

-100% English passes

-100% Science passes

-100% Principle Of Accounts passes

-100%Mathematics passes

And the best of all, Muhammad Ridhwan Muzaki achieve Malay top SINGAPORE.

The Fuchun mates are so proud of euu Wan!!

HOPEFULLY WE WOULD BE GRANTED TWO DAYS OF HOLIDAYS NEXT YEAR.

To add on, 75% population of my batch made it to 5N. How great!! The principal said that my batch perform better this year.

KUDOS!!

Okays as for me felt quite disappointed for certain subjects which I was hoping to score. Well its over now no use regrets and all. Now all I need to do is to focus on the upcoming O level. Shall perform better next year.

Hrmm for the pass months waiting for the release of result was total disaster. Having to wonder and all. However after the release of result I felt really relief. Phew. Frankly speaking on the day of the release of result I felt so calm and I wonder too coz I was suppose to be worrying and all. Here comes the day. The results thingy were totally out of my mind. After doing the morning prayers, I didn’t felt like sleeping so there early in the morning watching the cable TV to fill the time. At 11 a.m. took a nap and 12 noonwoke up again. Then I manage to catch this awesome movie on HBO, Batman Forever. I got stuck watching the movie. It was great. Hahaha… And because of that show I end up late going to school. I was not yet washed up, things to bring was not yet packed luckily I already iron the uniform. Bahh crazy me…*smiley* I dragged myself out of the house at 1335hours after performing the prayers (Zuhur).

While on the bus my mom called. I can tell that she was definitely nervous. Earlier in the morning I told my parents that if I didn’t make it I was not going to give them a call but if I did I surely did called them up. I rushed in to school and met the gangs under the void deck it wasn’t planned anyways coincidently we were late together. While at the gate, The teacher called, Madam Hanim. She sounds mad the fact that we came late so there at the parade square we had to run straight to hall.

In the hall was shocked to see reporters and camera man were all there. Well there cameraman was pratically focusing on Ridhwan. After the principal deliver the news and all, really getting nervous by the minute. And then Madam Hanim came to us and delivered the awesome news all made it yippee however one didn't. Was happy the fact that I made it however we didn’t manage to get 100% of the 4N1 to go 5N. How sad. The great news add to it was that most of my mates, in 4N2 made it to sec 5. Etri with 6 pts, Azliana, Shidique and others. Yippee we can sit for O level together.

After collecting the result, me, Fida, Anitha, Zhi Hao and Shahril (4T2) were asked to give our opinion to which regards to the school. We were interview by the Newspaper. The interview was held at the teacher's lounge. Oh and kudos to Shahril for getting the Top technical student in Fuchun. Our pictures were taken too by the reporter. Unfortunely not all of our comments were publish on the paper the following morning.

Before headed to the interview, Mr Raja and few other teachers were eagerly to see my result slip. When he took a look at the slip, I could see from his expression that he was disappointed. It was not that good. Some of the subjects were beyond my expectation.

Here are my results:

English: 4

Maths: 4

Malay: 3

Principal of account: 3

Humanities: 4

Science: 4

Design and technology: 2

Certain subject really didn’t satisfy me at all for instant my Malay, I expected 1 or 2. It really surprises me to get a 3.

Well come to think of it I am actually proud of myself that I did improve alot. I should hack care with the negative comments and all. I know my capabilities. I recalled myself used to have either dyslexia or attention deficit disorder. There's two possibilities can't remember which one is the right term. Where I had problem remembering stuff. I was the less brainy among the siblings. It was tough I tell you being the slowest in class back in primary school and among the siblings. However my grades improved as I remembered. Especially went I was in secondary two. That was when my grades all shoot up. Yippeee... See I'm not that normal so can't really expect much. The great news is that the sickness is fading. I really love my mom. She 's awesome. She always worries about my studies and doesn't pressure me. All she wants is for me to do the best that i could.
I LOVE YOU MOM!! LOADS.

Okays after the interview we headed to the pouch to meet up with the peeps. Sharing our happy news. Phew. Lucky no one was left behind. We chatted with Cikgu Norlin. Oh she said that she could only teach us if we could help her find a relief teacher for Malay language because there weren’t enough teachers to go around for the Malay dept. Feeling desperate that we needed her to teach, Shahidah manage to find the replacement. Yippee…

On our way to Al-Ameen, we wrote a note to Mr Lawrence brand new car. Hahaha *evil laughter* Oh and we took a lift on Madam Norlin’s car. Lazy us. *smiley* Thanks cher anyway. Ok we chill at Al-ameen for sometime. We were celebrating our happy moments. Thanks to Shidique. The treats was because he had to fulfill his promise that if he made it to sec 5 he is gaving us a treat and that was what he promises to god. Weee… There were about 15-20 people, Diq had to pay $95.50. heeh poor guy!! We headed home at 1830hrs.

Still I had not informed any of my family members except my aunts and granny. *Evil laughter*. Neither my parents nor my sis. I didn’t answer their calls. Hee. Very naughty me. My sis even SMS me, and I only answered “Bad. Bad. Very bad!!” It was all a surprise for them! But I can tell how much they care. Felt lucky. -tata world...

.::. My Lyfe.::.

2005-12-15T14:24:00.000+08:00

Wee... believe it or not yesterday I manage to grab two buddies of mine to go swimming with me. *evil laughter*. Etri & Intan, the two sisters. Okays. Told ya I so need the pool. So yesterday morning chat with Intan. Well truth is she’s one lazy bum. Must be force then she’ll agree. Luckily there is Etri. *Laugh Okays. Meet them up at KFC coincidence.

I had to meet up with my granny sis at CWP to pass her my cousin engagement thingy. Okays. Meet the girls, wait for them to grab their stuff, and then we reached the pool at 5. Gosh it’s nice I tell you. I so miss the pool. We really enjoy ourselves…

This Saturday: The morning am going to have breakfast with sis some where. Wee…fun. Me & sis car ride and off we go. The afternoon, the friends planned to go ice skating followed by Esplanade. I guess it is going to be fun right? Damn Ice skate. Gosh I don’t even know how to skate. End up suffering pain on the butt. Well we’ll see. I’ll post and tell how the day goes.

The release of result, when is it?? Everyone been SMS-ing and Chatting asking if we know when is it. Some even called the school. Why can’t they specify the date? Won’t it be better? Haizz. Well I guess the result will be release on this coming Monday. Seriously now I just can’t wait. Whatever the consequence are, I am just going for it. Can’t bear to pressure myself by thinking and thinking what my next step is. It will keep me wondering if I able make it to sec 5. Like what Madam Hanim says It’s like a cross-over.

Okays latest news I got from one of the new batch of leaders. Saying, the instructors are not invited to next year’s sec1 orientation. First the LTC, it fine we accept it now this? F***.lah. Stupid shit. Why must alienate us. Is it necessary? What the crap? Come on lah teachers what is there to lose by inviting us. Ok fine getting pissed with all this. If they think that we come to cause trouble then what is the purpose of calling us Instructors. Getting sick with all this bullshit. Damn.

..:::.The Journey.:::..

2005-12-13T11:27:00.000+08:00

Yea.. Today is going to be a fun day. HOME SWEET HOME. It feels great sitting at home. Watch movies (DVD), Listen to music, surf the net, chat and so forth.

Okays. Last night, I decided to go to my aunt's place at BEDOK to get my mum stuff. Anyways mom been bugging me to do so few days ago. There me all alone to BEDOK. The long 40min bus ride. Lucky there my all time life-saver, MP3 wakaka. Filling my time with lots of lovely songs… Weee. Partly agree on going to see the new born baby Irfan.

Reach BEDOK, 2100hours exactly. Went up, chit-chat and all. Then the aunt asked about her MP3. I was like wow she got herself an MP3 player, Zen NEEON. Cool stuff. But she kind of panic that the Mp3 doesn’t works and who doesn’t right. It’s very new. Only about two month? LUCKY her she got it from a lucky draw contest, 7 Eleven store. She enters the contest only once. Da rezeki katekan… I’m so jealous. But still, Kudos to the aunt. At 2300hours, leave the house. TWO HOURS?? Hahaha pretty much entertaining the kiddos. Lovely girls, Ina & Era. I did enjoy myself too. So I brought the stuff back to have a look. And I was shocked that there is no charger include. Hrmm Funny. Then my aunt said, my uncle used the USB thingy to charge. Ridiculous. The USB wire actually meant to transer songs to the Mp3. Then there comes Faridah to the rescue.

The expert look on at the problem and wonder why the MP3 could not be switched on. Well no worries folks I’m not as said “SEPERTI TIKUS MEMBAIKI LABU.” I manage to find the cause to the problem. Hahaha It is so simple. The mp3 was not charged. DUH??? The battery is totally flat. So I use my charger… So there problem fixed thanks to the power puff girls. A.k.a orange Lady… Now all my aunt need to do is to get an adapter. Traaa… problem solved!!!

Hrmm I suddenly felt like going swimming. I miss the water. Yea. Playing with nice cool water. Won’t it be wonderful? It has been 6 months or so not entering the pool. Okays should grab the peeps to go swimming one of the days. Okays blog later...buhbye world.

..::..awards..:::.

2005-12-11T01:59:00.000+08:00

Okays. I received this EDUSAVE merit bursary thingy top 25 percent in terms of academic performance. HAPPY to qualify for it unfortunely can't get it. I’m feeling deeply Disappointed. It’s totally bloody unfair. It has been two years straight can’t get the money. How sick is that? Well the family income must be below $3000. Damn it lah. I so NEED THE MONEY.sob.sob. Now hopefully I get my EAGLES award. Hee.. Cash in… wee.

The results, indeed very near. Getting nervous each time I think of my N results. It is like less than a week. How sick! Well it’s then where we know where our fate lies. Or clear path to move on. It should be around 17-20/12 where the results will be released.Should get update from the news!I'm going to freak-out soon. Oh God almighty, please give me the strength and please let me stick to the plan I’ve chosen. Get an O level cert. I seek for you help dear god. Please help me! All I want is the best for me!

Okays. till here. I felt so tired at the moment. So need a sleep. Its 3.14A.M. Nitey-nites world I'll blog when i feel like me the next time.

.::.The Facts of life!!.::.

2005-12-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

I have learned...

..That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person.

..When you're in love it shows

..Just one person saying to me "you've made my day!" makes my day.

..That being kind is more important than being right.

..You should never say "NO" to a gift from a child.

..That I can always pray for someone when I dont have the strength to help him in some way.

..That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with.

..That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand.

..That life is like a roll of toilet paper. The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.

..That we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.

..That money doesn't buy class.

..That it's those small daily happenings that make life so spectacular.

..That under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.

..That to ignore the facts does change the facts.

..When you plan to get even with someone, you are only letting that person continue to hurt you.

..That love, Not time, heals the wounds.

..The easiest way for me to grow as a person is to surround myself with people smarter than I am.

..That everyone you meet deserves to be greeted with a smile.

..That life is tough, but I am tougher.

..Opportunities are never lost; someone will take the ones you miss.

..That when you harbor bitterness, happiness will dock elsewhere.

..That someone should keep his wounds both soft & tender because tomorrow he may have to eat them.

..That a smile is an inexpensive way to improve you looks.

..That I can't choose how I feel but I can choose what I do about it.

..That everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, but all the happiness and growth occurs while you're climbing it.

..That it is best to give advice in only two circumstances; when it is requested and when it is a life threaten situation.

..The less time I have to work with, the more things I get done.

And That is The Facts of Life i have learnt.
To treasure what's within our reach!!
...::...Precious Memories...::...
..::..Precious Love Ones..::..
.::.Precious Life.::.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST..

2005-12-03T23:53:00.000+08:00

weeee....

yea...

Do u guys know AFDLIN SHAUKI??
Well I went to check out on him.hesh great lah. You guys should check out hesh blog.
Ya surprisingly he has one. And seriously it ain't any crapp..Love hesh writing.
Even in hesh writing,Hesh funny. He addresses himself as CIP KODOK.
Anyways, I already linked up his blog to mine! So you peeps can too have a quick look at his blog.

To those out there who is interested to hear him sing, he is now having one of hesh craziest ideas which is selling him album online. Its no money back guarantee for him. Weird yet true..weee..Should grab it.. OoOo. Seriously his voice not bad.
Its" AFDLIN SUDAH HILANG AKAL" If you're really his fan comes let’s support him.

OKAYS. You may think that I’m insane. weee... Partly true .hahaha why would in the world that I bother to check-out all this. Well I really (3x) like the show he acted in, SOAL HATI. Splendid show I tell you! And because of that show I love his acting skills and his funny guy and during that romance show, his charm adds to it. THEREFORE, I took my time to look on about his career. Super talented he is an actor, a singer, a director, a writer and of course lots more. So now I admire him lah. AFDLIN SHAUKI is really an incredible man.

And you peeps will think I’m weird rite?? Or maybe fanatic over him, true but not really lah I’m just giving my support. Why not right? But I’m not too fanatic about him lah.

Don’t worry I’m still me.

Okays here’s what I tag on his tag board:

“Abang Afdlin!!!!

*smileY*

Am so amazed by your bravery! After reading what you have posted and the great comments and certainly some negatives comments by the visitors and Fans of yours. You are ready to face the facts! Certainly you don't fear any negative comments upon your career and your skills. And you're open to improvise any lacking upon yourself and answer any doubts your fans have. You really stunned me! To voice out the opinion of yours, and not worry much what your fans would think. And to stand up in what you believe in. Wow. And I really admire your courage. Mm and ya very brilliant indeed, having your own style &ways of doing things. The crazy ideas of yours and all. You are just simply very unique guy! KUDOS!! weee...*peace*”

So I hope you guys love him too. He can really entertain you lah!!!!

Okays, for the first time I’m blogging about my favourite celebrities and my whole entries is on him… hahahahaha *smiley*

.::.My aLbum.::.

2005-12-03T23:17:00.000+08:00

okays. My friends,
my peeps,
and everyone..
Don't forget to have a quick glimpse of the one online slides..
The one now have an online album!!!
kudos rite...fidah...wakakaka.(personal jokes!) Gua dah upgrade sikit dah!!weee..
Enjoy yer kawan-kawan ku.
Sorry but some pics are not up yet. Just gimme few days and its all set!
Its under link. Just click under any of the icon!
And visitors don't forget to tagg..

..::.Peace upon euu.::.

2005-11-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

Okays. Hrmm felt my blog was rather outdated already so its time to change and there goes new blog skin. Nice? hee anyways one of my teacher praise me.. hehe. Surprised she visited my blog but oh well. It’s nice sometimes to get compliment...hurhur Thanks Cikgu Mardiana.

The Graduation night just ended two days ago. HaizzZzz am going to miss my batch.
Venue: Orchard Parade Hotel
Time: 0730hrs
Total people attended: 144 peeps (not including teachers)

Table number: 03
Time reached: 0800hrs. heee.. superstar.. haha was practically late everyone was sited already.
And its really suck being stared at. Darn. Learn lesson!

How did the night goes?
.::BORING::..::BORING::..::BORING::.
.::BORING::..::BORING::..::BORING::.
.::BORING::..::BORING::..::BORING::.
.::BORING::..::BORING::..::BORING::.
.::BORING:: .::BORING::.

Yea I did participate of course the games and all but something’s just isn't right. Maybe i felt that the students did participate or maybe I went to last year's Grad night and tell you its way better. It was really happening lah. Love it. Even though last year me and some friends (instructors who help out) didn't graduate, we really enjoy it i tell you. Really happening.

Unfortunely, two days ago, I didn’t felt sad or so ever. Ya I wonder too. I should right? Maybe still felt that i have one more year in Fuchun. Well hopefully. Gosh result is going to be release soon. Damn nervous. I'm left with raftly three weeks before i know where my fate lies. huhu...(breath idah breath!!) Seriously there nothing much i can do now right? But just pray hard to the one. I've made up my mind if I can’t make it to 5N then I’m taking private O. No matter what. Just want my o level cert. Very Damn important. I really need that to survive in Singapore at least an o level cert. Okay. Enough!

Back to the grad night, i was wearing jeng.jeng.jeng. Orange outfit.. weee cool ya? but my friends hate it coz its orange but well who cares. I love it. Its my colour. weee.... i just don’t know why they keep telling me to forget orange. Bahh no can do!!! sorry guyyySss..

After all I suddenly felt the precious years of school life. It has been four years in Fuchun. blink.blink. Now I’m at my either last or 2nd last year. Gosh time past without realizing. Four years in Fuchun Secondary school was the most amazing years of my life. Fuchun has taught and mould me to be who I am today. Being in that school now I have shine! from a girl who kept her personality in her shell to a more open, brave, happening and learn to overcome her fears and weaknesses. If I didn't end up in Fuchun, i would not have meet up with the wonderful people that have help me along the journey, Am going to miss the fun fellow school mates, the caring teachers, the warmth and motherly principal, the classroom, the technical workshop, the canteen, the school pouch, the school hall, the small field hehehe, the staff room, the general office, the desk, the chair, the noisy environment. Ooo and my awesome class mates all 30 of them. Us the 4N1 peeps being superstars. Being the unique and high class spirit most of the time wee...N not without our beloved GP Mdm Hanim. Basically everything in Fuchun. Love you all!!

Below are personal message to certain people who need to know how much you're being appreciated:

To Madam Hanim Ali:
Heys cher hope you read this. I want to thank you for what you have done for me. Patiently entertaining my crap-ness during your lesson. If not for you I would not have ended in 3N1.i still remember clearly when I was in secondary 2N3 and you broke the news saying I make it to the 1^st class of sec 3 NA. However I was not really happy about it and how I reacted. Mmm my feelings were uneasy and fear that I could not blend in Coz all my friends were in 2nd and 3rd class. Was afraid especially being the same class with the clever mates. But now thanks to your persuasions and make me feel welcomed. It’s not so bad after all. Hey cher being with you for 3years (the form teacher since secondary 2 – secondary 4) was tremendously awesome. Thanks for always being there showing care & concern as well as standing up for your form class and always praising and complementing the class to the other teachers and classes. You are the Best. You are just like a mother and we are your children. Hope you could continue being with us next year. I’ll be wonderful. Looking forward.

To the warmth and motherly principal, Mrs Chuah:
Thanks for always giving encouraging words. And especially the unexpected souvenir you bought from Switzerland. I’m sorry, I tend to get very 3X nervous each time I have a chat with you. I’ll try to be more relaxed. LOls. And too I’ll try not to disappoint you on my upcoming release of N level results. If I did am truly sorry!

To the 4N1 superstars:
thank you so much you guys for being so supportive classmates. Love you babe. Guiding me in my studies as well as showing your support I would have not done a great job being the chairman if not for each one of you. Hope the release of result is going to be good news for all of us. Really wish to get all 31 of us back to secondary 5N. Completing our o levels together and supporting one another.

To Mr Thurai Raja:
okay must admit this you’re the best lah cher. I don’t know how to thank you for giving me the opportunity to excel in my leadership qualities and trusting me so much. You really see something in me which I don’t. You gave me the role of camp chief and overall in charge in most events. From a normal leader not holding any high responsibility, you picked me and shine my abilities. Now I’m an instructor. I really gain a lot of experience and enjoy myself along the journey. The public speaking representing Fuchun Sec to some primary school. I really gain myself confident in communicating in front of those hundred kiddos. Wow. I learn a lot. There’s so many opportunity given to me. If not for you believing in me I would not have know that I’m capable of doing such thing. Thanks a million!!! And thanks for cheering for me during the grad night but you did embarrass me too. Hee =). But it’s sweet of you to cheer for me!

To Mrs Anita Long:
Being in choir was not something I really wanted. Lols. But still in the end I did enjoy being a choir member as well being the Chairman. Singing and singing. FUN. Must say you’re the most approachable teacher during my secondary 1 days. The NDP, The Victoria concert. Was marvellous. But I seek for apologies since I heard that u said I didn’t do much as a chairperson. Well cher I did too but just no in your eyes however each time when I want to take charge your favourite leader liana wants to do the jobs. So basically not that I didn’t want to but couldn’t. I am so sorry.

To Mr Bambang Purnama Putra Shakni:

Heys cher thanks for the expensive treat at the Soul Garden few months back, and the green packet thingy we really appreciate it. Our intention of offering our helping hands for the gallery was willingly not asking for treats or anything. You’re such a nice teacher. Anyways Mr bambang have fun in the new school you’re going to transfer to. Do miss us the 4N1 Monster ya. hahaahaha. Am sure the 4N1 going to miss your ways of teaching, weird but can easily understand and remembered.

To the Malay department,Cikgu Norlin Hizal, Cikgu Rahmat Saion & Cikgu Mardiana Mosnee:

It’s really nice given the opportunity being the Idola Fuchun Judges. Great experience being sarcastic to them. Hahaha No lah. Helping you guys out was great. Anyways to Mr Rahmat, alhamdulilah you’re okay. However am terribly sad that you were taken out of NCC due to the heart problem you’re going through. Because you actually make a good OC. Hope after you leave, the NCC still surviving. HRMM saya akan doakan biar cikgu cepat sembuh dan panjang umur. Thanks lots for giving me the highest post. However handling the rank was a bit delay. Hehehe.

To Mr Lawrence Yong Shao Ping:

Sorry ya been teasing in class and anywhere in school compound, muahahahaa. Well cher try to survive in teaching career. Hehehe anyways your 4N1 freak would really hope that you going to teach us next year despite all your negative part you are truly a great teacher. We really love your ways of teaching. Surprisingly we understood your teaching. Please a piled to teach the adorable 5N1 student of yours next year! Promise to be serious. In the hearts of the 4N1 and future 5N1, you Rock cher!

And specially thanks to the teachers not yet mention.

And to be continue… beds calling..

%PiTsStop%

2005-11-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

Finally THE ONE have the time to blog again! hahaha
Exhausted day i tell euu..
Doing this and that!
wooTss

okays the morning, THE ONE fixed the curtains iron it as well clean up and clear the living room, baked cookies for raye..Now its already 4 types wee..one cornflakes choco, one cheeesee cookies yummy i tell you!One chocolate chip cookies, one peanut cookies and some others.. oh and the traditional. and its all by myself. Idiot! sometimes wonder lots of siblings yet u're doing all by urself. But still Its okay for me just wana ease the burden for mom! Thats the least right mom? Now am pratically half died.weee..

todays its dewali..To the hindus peeps happy celebrating yah?

O.oO its 1 more day till syawal! Aid Murbarak to all my muslim mates and peeps! i seek for forgiveness if there's any! wheather intentionally or not!
Frankly speaking i just felt that i'm not really looking forward for syawal! its weird but through out my 16 years, this is my 1st time feeling deeeply sad to leave ramadan! Like as if i don't want it to end! i don't know i simply sense it! Hrmm and its an uneasy feeling. Okays i'll figure out what's up with me!

Sunday evening, had dinner with the whole family! how great is that right? All under one roof. hurhur full attendence!Its really precious moment. Getting together!!!!!
heres some pics,

Me and abang ayid...
weeeee.. what's up with the eyes..heee

The other time i went to geylang with sis decided to drop by at granny place to check on her. Really miss her! just sitting at the kitchen and catching up with stuff. really fun. Its at whampoa Drive. Just infront of the highway!CTE

Thats me and gorgeous granny... LOVE HER!

Granny and me slacking in the kitchen!Its fun!

okays that me waiting for the lift thot of taking the wonderful scene from 12th storey high!

me making a fool of myself !heee

till here yah? gtg and finish up where i left off with the housework!

% Great Morning!!!~%

2005-10-29T10:02:00.000+08:00

Guess where i am?

weWeeee..

Hahahahahahaha

I'm now at my sis office,Overseas Family school
and am blogging hurhur.. cool stuff. hee
she now chatting with her colleague
so now i'm stealing time.sitting at her desk! splendid?

hahaha am bored i tell euu waiting
for the clock to be 12noon gosh its damn slow!geeeShh..
ok me and sis lots of plan today!
many pitstops~
today decided to get to taka to pay some car insurance i guess.
Next stop Bugis.. hurhur..but seriously i'm not sure what for!*winks*
Oritey next would be little India hahaha that too
i'm not sure just accompanying sis!

Last stop would be The Bazaar at geylang! hurhur..
nyahahaha lots of thing to buy and do.
am planing to buy pineapple drink at the market.
Its lovely! and my sis been craving for it for weeks now!
Next buying curtains for mom
haizzz hope its the right one of course.
The one i bought the other time was nt enough!
yeah my mom is sewing it!
f.y.i this year my curtains would be brownish.
sweet? yea i thot so. okays. after that am buying Levi's jeans.
ahakz i don't know why am very in love with
the brand despite its very damn expensive.bbah!
Next am having both hands henna.
hurhur since its school hols.
so why not right?ekekekeke
but not having my hair dyed this year
nyahhaahah being a GOOD GIRL!
and not sure what else
but till here will blog in again any additions!

My sis am bugging me already!nyhahahahaha.
she needs to use the comp till here yah?
don't miss me!!!! Orytes its ladies day Out cool?

Heres some pics taken.here and there
just playing with the sis new canon digital cam.
*winks! enjoy!!!~

%The tremedous gift by lovely principal!%

2005-10-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

Okays i suddenly felt like blogging. despite the time.hurhur.. its already midnight and am still online. terrible yet true! yesterday i simply felt tired so decided to zonk out early. believe it or not, yeah i slept at 0600hrs and wake up at 0700hrs! Its a total of 14 hrs of sleep! cool?how great was that? But truth is i terribly need the rest! i'm desprate for it.hahahaha well lacked of sleep.

heysss have not been blogging right truth is lots and lots to tell. all just keep in deep thought! thinking and more thinking!these days been doing lots of thinking lately!

okays todays post felt like blogging about the sovenir i received!wana know what? remember the time when i got my student of the month thingy for the month of july? er..when i received the gift,its was on the month of august yea one month later! that well there's this one morning while i was slacking at my normal venue which is at bench beside the staffroom. waiting for precious time to pass hee . actually waiting for the flag raising it was freaking bored you see. haha its definitely my fault for being lazy to get to school by myself freaking lazy freak! hurhur. so every time during school days would ask my either my sis or dad to sent me off.to school at 0630hrs.haha how early is that?

okays drop it and straight to the point!That one morning my GP mdm hanim approached me with this huge envelope. She called me as she was climbing the stairs, me very clueless just went towards her and listen to what she wanted to say. Okays. she said she grab it from her mail slot and had my name on it! she said its from the principal Mrs Chuah! hurhur. but seriously am terribly shocked. okays.

Trash the emotion grab it and went back. sat down and nervously open the envelope! as u see its not common to received stuff personally from the principal. am i right? then when open wondering what's contain in it! jeng.jeng.jeng.the envelope contain a sweet A5 size wishing card and a lovely souvenir.Its a shiny golden teaspoon with switzerland mark on it and it is a rolex brand! how cool is that? its gorgeous!

the message:-

the front, faridah
the msg"hanim pl help me to give this envelope to Faridah.Thanks "..Eng Ngoh

The msg on the card,
"Dear faridah
congratulations on your receiving the student of the month award for July, an award which you deserved for your exemplary conduct and performance.

wishing you all the best in your N-level exam and looking forward to seeing you back in fuchun for sec 5N next year.

I got you a small souvenir from switzerland which i hope you will like." ~Mrs Chuah

orite how sweet is that. i'm not sure why she gave me that but certainly am feeling very pleased! in the heart could only shout..yahhhhoooOOOoooo i seriously can't believe she remembered to buy me stuff during her trip! its nice of her!

Hrmm but this have not ended yet. hahaha yeap still felt that its proper that i thank her personally. Despite feeling very paiseh i got a grip of myself and approached her! Lucky me that shahidah willing to wait for me. thanks girl. woots. Actually thot of asking Mdm hanim to pass msg to The principal saying thank you for me. But she insisted that i did it myself by writing a simple note?! so there i did met her. waited for her as she had to met a student . So i waited patiently outside. Very nervous. really damn nervous!

hah. so there she was right in front of me, okays. i said what i needed to say. hurhur. i felt to warmth by her words! But i really feared to dissapoint her and many others. Now am feeling pressured by it. Getting to secondary 5 meant alot to me. really really hope am able to get there. haiz! its tough! really! i'm just confused! people tell me to believe it but seriously cant! every moment, everytime,every day all i think of is my N level result. it really worries me!

okays. regarding my principal. She's a nice lady very motherly type. despite her kindness most of my schoolmates simply hates her would always critised her. Hearing to the comments i just simply felt poor principal of mine. If the students could see how lovely the pricipal is like am sue they love her! well i did! well my friends simply thinks that she's favourtism towards her students! She only sheered her care and concern towards her favourites! hrmm i wonder too but of course if they find fault surely be hated by the principal! and i heard she didn't not have child. isn't it sad? yeah i felt that too. she's nice yet.poor her! She got the motherly side yet no child of her own! well till here.

Thats about all regarding the day i got my special gift! tata. its running late. better get some sleep! am getting up early tommoro! having some plans!

%My daySssss%

2005-10-27T15:24:00.000+08:00

weee

am back after a long break! gosh just miss blogging i tell euu. there's so much to tell.hurhur

okays today activity:-

-wake up 0645 hrs.

-wash up & get dress!

-went to school for character award ceremony.(i was nominated n am the prize winner!weee..)

-met shary in the 912 bus.(was rather late =D)

-met fairuz under the void deck and headed school together.

-was 0740hrs,was wlking towards the school hall where the rest of the prize winner were
already sitted and brief.yaya(bite nails)

-chit-chat with fairuz while waiting for the ceromony to start!

-Sms session with ridhwan a.k.a monster asking where the hell is he.Lasting for 15 mins!

-0800hrs the ceremony started.

-open speech by guest-of-honour & principal.

-wasn't paying attention n was chatting with fai again.hurhur. comment this n that.

-time for receiving of award.

-Notice the prize was a bag with fuchun label on it!(gag lame hah!)

-while waiting for my turn,Mr Bambang signal me no orange.arhhhh!!!and choose for me red
instead as its the nicest out of all the dull colour!

-congrats to all prize winner includ. me.nyahahaha

-Ceremony ends 0900hrs

-school mates headed to class for spring cleaning.

-took pics with all prize winners.(veri kecoh)

-helping out the malay department again today for NE tommoro.

-meeting the cikgu(s) at 1100hrs.

-intended to slack while letting the time past but was interupted by Mr bambang asking for our help.

-wrapp up 23 no. of photo frames for his beloved class i guess HAHAHA.

-was ask to speeed up in wrapping giving us pratically 15 minutes to wrapped up all 23. duh! crazeeeyy yet manage to be on time!(talented?yeap indeed)

-presented us photo frames too.

-while wrapping was asking a particular tcher for the NCC photo. was actually bloody pissed lah. damn with NCC lah not organise.in the end i don't even have my photo which i've paid. and no money back. bullshit..!i simply hate it till now still can't be count on.enuff with it!

-My bambang asking if we cld help out tommoro for promo sch to the sec 1.
sorry no can't do.Not intentionally but just had to turn this down n the malay thingy too.

-okays help the sec 1 & 2 for the drama.(malay)indeed very good one with our help .
hehehe we improvise their script & acting skills. coool huh?

-Went to the staff room to get stuff for malay culture thingy.

-end up slacking & looking at how mr rahmat does the ketupat. Looks easy yet complicated!

-Mr bambang approached to ask regarding malay martial arts during the marriage ceremony Video.haha hurhur nice friends he got there to propose for him on his upcoming wedding.
was really blank not knowing where it cld be found just giving a raft guess at geylang. so good luck finding yah?

-went up to the 4N1 class continue decorating.

-end up very nicely done.

-getting restless so just wana checkout the heritage to see any changes since we last deco it.

-found ms tan there panting on the very simple volcano done by the lower sec.

-chatting with her as well as look around for new look. was nice though

-end crapping session n went back up to get our belonging.

-last stop, P.E room. chitty session again this time with Mr dav tan. hurhur. was fun actually was looking for my Raja regarding fai's bro thingy!

- at the gate went seperate ways with fai.

-dragged myself home!

okays and here i am now blogging.Long day.. lots n lots of crapp-nesss nyhahaha. hrmm having my periods for the months shit stuff huh? i just thot that i could fast for a month. Darn dream all over. till here. got to prepare for those fasting in the house!

% Misunderstanding! ! ! ~%

2005-09-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

okays. am back. er.. I happen to read just some people's blog. and to my susprised one of her entries is on me. hah susprised.susprised. Hrmm What's her prob? The previous entries i wrote wasn't for her. why is she feeling it? weird yet people are just acting strange. hahaha. and it feels so funny. really.

Okays i blog what even i feel like. Yeap. The Whole entries not even on her. but can see she feeling it alright. okays. well i express myself through my blog not trying to start a fire of what. Its just my side of story. Is that wrong? even some people did that too am i right?

The previous entries i was telling someone something but instead some other people feeling it. F.Y.I the entries i post was to tell someone something. Ending relation between someone.if he ever read so i guess he did. But does that bother other peeps? Or even involve ya.

And To that someone. if you Happen to visit my blog again, here's for you..lady..
the entries i worte wasn't for you.Its Nothing which regard to euu. so why you feeling it? and making a big fuss about it telling almost everyone. and i didn't even say that you're stopping me from befriend with that someone. Unless i specify but i didn't. The staring part. I didn't even say that i'm soo gorgeous that you looking at me at all times didn't i? okays.okays. on the other hand, the "staring part" well i just simply notice ya looking (but not the whole time ) so am sure someone must have told you that i hesh big fan or what lah. i'm just pissed with him but why ya feeling it? ? ? And Btw girl i don't even seek for your attention. really. Hrmm just to get this straight. I don't want to be bitching over some misunderstanding. P/s :Hope between us bitching would end its really ridiculous. i know you don't even care but thanks for hearing.

Sorie to those who doesn't involve with this post just ignore. just settling stuff with someone. hrrmm goodnite peeps. having prelims tommorrow so can't really post. Back to recaping the topics for tommorrow papers(chemistry & Design n Technology) I'll blog when got the precious time.
*promised!*
=buhbye= smiley =D

%FCUKING SHIT! ! ! ~%

2005-09-08T20:02:00.000+08:00

shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .
shit .shit .shit . shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .
shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit. shit .shit .shit .
shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit.
shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .shit .
shit .shit .shit. ! ! ! ~ ARGH!

Argh freaking shit. What the Fcuk! I'm really pissed lah. Here.. let me asked a Question.

What does it take to let some people know that your intention is making friends.

Instead That someone thinks that you freaking having a huge crush on that someone.

Fcuk With That. I ain't your "Fan" lah. Certainly not in the list.

I just wanted to have the relation like my previous peeps

but too bad that person is way different from the peeps. too bad they've ORD.

Hrmm i missed them badly.

Fine some People just don't get it. Whatever! ! ! ! ! ! ~

Well forget about whatever i intended to have with euu. Ain't gonna happen!

Go AWAY!
I'm not going to waste my bloody effort anymore.

Not interested anymore.

I ain't the nice girl anymore..the So called " concern" girl.

What a waste.

Go and HAve Some other Cadets or whatever lah to be your fan.
DREAM ON MAN..ain't going to be me! ! ! !

AND TELL THE FRIEND OF YOURS TO QUIT STARING AT ME!
LIKE AS IF I"M SOME FCUKING BIG FAN OF YOuRS!

%"Interesting Holidays"%

2005-09-08T19:46:00.000+08:00

The 5 Sept.My N level Malay Paper great. I feel so good afta sitting for the papers. Splendid! yesh. Am counting on my malay paper to push me up!I especially favour the Bina ayat, super simple unlike the prelim. really brain cracking!

On tuesday,6 september.Earlier in the morning, sat for listening compre. till about 9. and then SS papers is at 1400 hrs. Okays i totally blew on my Social studies papers. And Its the actual N level paper. Damn man! I don't think can get the grade that i normally get. Not fair why must i Flunk on the actual papers itself. The structured question doom. Now am depending totally on Source based. Even though The topic Is totally crap. Shit. argh. I really dissapointed myself this time. I was putting hopes for combine Human. but now Its gone! Stupid mistake!Aight am done with the Local paperS. Wait till the rest of the papers which is somewhere around October.

I'm totally not satisfied with my performance for Social studies. I know its over but haiyaa. And ya told mr Bambang(in joking manner) don't think can make it for history as SS is so teribble. so might as well not try. hahaha. Okays. I bluff of course I do it. but for the total combine of coursecan't get the great to the expectation.

School is having the term break. One week i guess. cool for them but seriously not hols for us. totally packed with tutorial stuff and ya HOMEWORK.

On wednesday. Did POA and eng. letter writting format. After the tutorial, called Mr bambang to do the MOE thingy in the lab4. The games is super great you know! reallyX2. You won't expect it to be interesting.haha. Great Game cher.

Back to POA i think now i'm really lost to the subject. Argh I desprately need a tutor to recap on the subject. Shit. and am afraid to tell Mdm Hanim. Later she be having shocked of her life.heeh. No intention though. help me. i need to buck up on the subject orelse more suffering.
Today, toturial again. this time POA all day. Was great Suddenly bit by bit came back. Now i understand but really need someone to guide.

After class, Reached out for Mr Dav Tan but hesh not in school. intention was to settle our CCA thingy. what seyy He said hesh coming. ya right cher.well nexttime then. Then headed to MAcdonald to accompany the peeps having breakfast. then coincidentally met intan. nyahahah. my buddy. then had chatty session. haha. fun .fun.

Okays. Around noon. met Zainal at the wlds Train station, in half-school uniform headed to Yio Chu kang. looking rather studious though.nyahahahaha. okays and was partly tired. yet dragged to Amoy Que HQ just to see my favourite cadet passout. Saiful but sadly he got 3rd sergeant. but still am proud of emm. The whole POP thingy is dragging. really. felt sleepy halfway. Lucky the speech is short and simple. But fun cathing stuff with my friends from SSC and camp pinnacle. Terence From YuYing sec.lucky he was there. haha Miss them man.

Been really busy so no time to blog anymore. maybe till after my n-level I guess. Really.really. no time. Precious time need to recap on the subjects. okays. am having Prelim paper nextweek. totally packed schedule. till here. buhbye. am going to miss blogging! ! ! !~ sob.sob

% The week %

2005-08-27T20:53:00.000+08:00

It feels weird not blogging. Heeh. okays. Just finished two prelim papers( Mother Tougue & Social Studies) Was Okie. No confident though. heeh ya i know. i know shldnt feel that way. Guess When N-level paper comes, Should be feeling Gusto and ready to let off on the papers. nyahaaha
11 days To The real paper for Social Studies and Malay.

The wednesday. decided to fast. Yes.yes. suddenly therefore woke up at 0525 hrs. Have a quick bite. A glass of milk and 2 slice of Toast bread.

The thursday night, was great chat with beloved mom all night. bout stuff. Good and bad. Its great Sharing with mom wish to do that again sometime. While chatting did last minute revision too on Social studies.

Okays. have to set my priorities right. I must ! I must ! I must ! I must.. Start revising. Must FOCus.FOCUS AND DOUBLE FOCUS.Must be mentally prepared. Must try to master all the subjects. Must do well For N-level. Must Get to 5 N and do my O- level. Its a must! ! ! Get that. I have to cross Over to the next stage. But must get this straight. Must not be under pressure and not let pressure overpower.

Really Thanks To those who really believe in me. giving comfort saying that i can make it. even offering me a treat if i can make it with 6 points. But i just don't know how come i don't feel confident.Fine. I shagging. I fear deep inside. Who doesnt. just got to believe! ! ! ~ Insyallah everything be fine.

Okays. The homework is piling rapidly. Homework here and there. W/o noticing, there's lots. and lots to do. I feel that i'm left behind. I still have doubts in certain subject. Need some help here. heeh.

oh. oh i have to do a poem for the epals thingy about Singapore. argh! have not started yet. Shit.shit i'm just not good in poem stuff. Got to grab a pen and start.

%Dinner%

2005-08-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

Wheeee.. Haha see i'm happy. I just had my dinner. Yummilicous! ! ! ~
It feels great having dinner with the family.
Well you see my family seldom get together and have meals together.
Only if have functions or events.
Normally only having dinner either alone.Sob.sob. or with one or two of the members.

What's on menu for today.
hrmm yes.yes. Western.
Whose cooking a.k.a chief for the day,
Mom of course and me! Haha. Its nice.

Anyways hope to have more eating together again. Just a normal meals. No functions. No events! -adios-

%my days%

2005-08-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

Well that's the picture (noeprint) i know. i know its kinda outdated well I took it from Tirah's blog. The outing with here to Marina Carnival. Sweeet huh? *winkS*
Athirah, We rawk! ! ! girls rule.

wow.. look at the time. Muahahaha Its 1250 hrs. and i've reached home. *sigh of relief* And it really feels great! I really miss going early. Here i am blogging. Enjoying my comfort chair. *Smile*

Okays. What's up with life this few days..

I'm panicking already. N-level Prelim is approaching..and i've not prepared yet neither mentally nor physically. I'm *doomed* My Malay language and Social studies prelim paper is next week. arhhhhhh! ! ! ! ! Well better start revising. Wish me luck for Prelim as well as N-level results okays.

Am counting down to N-level MT and SS papers, 20 days more! ! ! !~
I feel like i'm still in my in dreamland... Someone please wake me up!

My school common test started already. It feels weird that now i've been lable as the graduating student so no more common Test or Midyear But hello N-level and prelim. Anyways Well To my school mates Good Luck. Hope you achieve the result wanted!

Hrmm I have just attented Adam Khoo's Booster Workshop On tuesday. Its almost 5 months since the last i saw that chap.(the millionaire guy). In Between the months i suddenly forgotten which path i should headed to. I'm No longer motivated like the first few months attending the workshop. Now i'm back and on track. It actually works. The session Was Great.. It Keeps me refresh of what i want and must achieve in life. Thanks Adam for the refreshment. Suddenly i believe in myself and not having doubts about my pathway. I Must overcome the challenges and start striving towards my goals! Thank You so much!

Today did student exchange programme. Some students exchange website. Was rather interesting as it enables us to make friends with other countries as well. Widen my circle of friends. haha great. Doing this as part of Mdm Hanim's project too. Did the student exchange thingy at the staff room till the 3rd period. Well skipped maths lesson. Only four peeps represented My class. (me,Anitha,Shelmin and ridhwan(a.k.a Monster) anyways Thats what Mr Bambang called him Ridhwan The 4n1 Monster. He is so brainy!*smiley*i really admire his inteligent.

Oh.oh teacher of mine is sick. Poor thing. She had some operation i guess and her MC is raftly about 2weeks. Hope she will recover fast. Cikgu Norlin informed me and couple friends of mine about the teacher whose going to relief my teacher for POA lesson while she's away. NOooo That teacher. She so freaking weird. Not being insulting but that's the truth. Hey cher get well soon okays. Be back As soon as posssible.

Tommorrow got lots of plans ahead. Meeting Lil couzie too. Hope so. till here. Need my nappy..
= Tata=

%My weekEndS%

2005-08-14T19:59:00.000+08:00

YahhOooo I'm back Home sweet home.

okays.
HAAPPPYY 4th BBIIRRTHDAYY ANDRIE MIKHAIL THE HENSEM BOY.*winks*
Best wishes from your aunt here. *SmiLe*

The body is aching really. I really need a massage. here's the story of my tiring weekend.

Yesterday was my nephew's birthday. Andrie Mikhail 4th birthday. Bought him some UFo flyer i guess.hrmm not sure what's the name. i'll find out later. Anyways The celebration was held at downtown East Chalet. At 3 plus,Meet my brother at his place with farid to carry the stuff and headed to DownTown East with them in my bro's van. Argh because of the heavy stuff now my shoulder especially hurts. I need a massage quick my arms is falling apart(haha).

okays.the food was yummillious. There's the barbeque corn,fish,hotdogs,fishball and the list goes on but have to comment on the bone steak.Nice. My sister in law's mother cooked it.

The chalet Was fun but i didn't really enjoy myself was reading my novel all along partly i have no members to hang with coz most of them are my sister in-law side was lazy to really mixed around*naughty me!* Hrmm and ya at the last minute i decided to Sleepover. But i didn't really brought my stuff. bla.bla. I knocked out at 4 in the morning. Was too addictive to the Novel.nyahahhaa

I'm now okay with athirah. After the smses, everything is now settled. =D had some discussion with tirah yesterday night. And we put it aside. We even decided to have a look at the Carnival at Marina. Great i wanted to have a look at last there's someone who would like to accompany me. Been planning to do so with the clan yet they are busy with stuff. Lucky Athirah was free to go. Yippee. Anyways Dila am so sorie.didn't know you wanted to go as i assume that you guys are busy well there's always nexttime girl. Sob.Sob The carnival ends today lucky manage to have a glimpse of what going on there.

The Morning,woke up at 10 plus. drag to the toilet to do wash up. At 1130hrs Dress up and headed to White Sand shopping mall while waiting for Athirah to sms. Walk around, bought myself a cream in colour t-shirt to replace the one i wore the whole time last night. stingko. haha but not really just wanted to shop and the other item i bought was a waist belt because my trouses keeps going down was rather irritated of it. shop at Tom and Stefanie. Later, headed to the ladies and get change.
New Outfit here i come. Wheeee...Zoom!

Orite everything at Marina was Fun lah. Thumbs Up.No regrets going. So many goodies. I wanted to try out what is instil there but was rather in rushed. right tirah. but certain stuff i already try out during the NCC days. It reminds me like i'm going through Camp Pinnacle again. Miss the camp. one hell of a relax camp. totally great. no scolding just having fun.

I'm susprised that there's NCC booth there, really. Haha.. Had a glimpse of what is it about. But not sure whose there. if i'm not wrong, the only one i know the name of there is Leftenant Fadly i think not of sure his name.The rest are just unfimiliar faces. Knew him when he facilitate along with sergeant Hairil During Fuchun NCC camp. Well now there's just too many new HQ NCC staff. There's just too many new staff and even new CLTs can't be bothered to know all of their names. I miss the previous sergeants. sob.sob too bad that They all already ord. and i guess the previous CLTs who have finish their service.

Couldn't stay long at the carnival.. Thought of staying there till night because there's going to be fireworks. wahh fun seyy but had to got nevermind next time i guess. After The long walk around. Next stop. Somersets. Yes.yes. Athirah wanted to take neoprints so we went to the nearest booth we could find which is at Hereen despite tirah was really late to go to her granny place. hahahaha. I know we are very.very.very Weird. Heeh. anyways tirah hope you reach there on time. *peace*

Anyways one of my teacher got married today. Married man Now! *smiley* Yea... hahahaha. Congratualation cher. At last his married. Hopefully you invite your student on the official day. December right? counting on the invitation card. muahahaha. The bad News he said maybe he is going to leave Fuchun soon. Nooo! ! !~ I really wish he could wait till we graduate. Pls don't teach us halfway. Wait till our O Level is over then You are free to go.heeh. please guide us till the end. Not now. he is one of the great teachers in school who bonds with the student.

%My lyfe..%

2005-08-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

hereS me and sis. Sweet? muahahaha On 9 august.

Well now am surfing the net and thought of blogging. heeh. here i am. My stories..
On 9 august, Went to my granny place for some family function. Its for my late aunt some prayers. "Doa Selamat" Besides her did it for all the late family members. Hrmm and ya the memories all came back. Hmph. I wish i can stop feeling sad and hopeless but yet its really hard.

Okie and yah good news. My late aunt youngest son is getting engage this coming month of december. Yippeee.. Hope the relationship last long. The girl is really sweet, really hope to see her becoming part of the family.

Yes. Heres a glimpse of my cousin! Thats Abang Salihin and girlfwen.
Sweet Couple..

its great seeing the kiddos. Yeap all my younger couzie and nephews. Haha had fun. Missing them already. They are just so cute lah can't resist it. haha i just love kids. (NICE ONEs ONLY) muahahahaha.

The rest of the holidays been spending doing folio all day long till slept late night. At 4. Know why, haha because the deadline is on the 11 august.
For the record been spending time doing my DNt artifact and folio for almost 3 bloody months. and i really put in my hard work and effort on this particular subject and if i don't score then its really a total waste. i sacrifice my late nights and after school till latest 6 for this. If i don't achieve the marks that i desire then it will be total dissapointment. I even didn't do certain of the homework because of it.

The Hurraayy News, after months, Finally now i have completed my 48 pages of DNT folio. i hope everything is in there heeeh. Anyways now the burden is off. At last. relief. phew.*wipe Sweat*

But really thanks to all best buddy who contributed their help on my folio. and teachers too for their ideas. I really owe you guys really. Every little or huge contribution is really appriciated. and yah to Mr Tan and cikgu Norlin too( on the day of submition.) For being understanding and letting us finish up our dnt Instead of doing malay and maths. Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank YOU.Thank. .YOUThank .YOUThank YOU.Thank YOUTHANK EEUUUU. . . . ALLL LOADS.

And this msg specially to tirah. Thank you so much for your effort for me and the time too. and about the incident, I was really,really hungry needed some food to feed the empty stomach. Am really sorie didn't mean to hurt you. Or maybe you say make you like an idiot. Really no intention of doing soo. And yah i don't expect any forgiveness. Just doing my part by saying sorie. Just take your time when you feel right then pls forgive me! okie girl?

Today. Yes.yes. Friday. School as usual. nothing new to update. After which headed straight home. Reason, went Johore For dental check up At Doctor Amin, my regular dentist. Yeap. Thanks fida for accompanying me as well. Shah, Dila and fai Order some food stuff from Johore. Especially Shah. Haiyooo muahahaha. Reach back Singapore around 8 plus. Meet the girls at macdonald to pass them the stuff. Chill for the moment. saw Yan clan. they were chilling at the mac too. crappey session end at 2130hrs. Then here i am blogging and i guess its time to have my nap.

%Glorious Moment%

2005-08-05T23:34:00.000+08:00

"Upper Secondary: NOOR FARIDAH BTE AHMAD FODALI Class: 4N1

Noor Faridah is a courteous, friendly and cheerful pupil. She is a keen learner, hands in work promptly, hardworking and highly motivated to perform well. In addition, She also shows care and concern for everyone she interacts with and is always helpful to her friends and teachers. Noor Faridah shows exemplary behavior and is a good role model for her classmates and peers. She always has a ready smile for everyone and bring joy into the class.
Noor Faridah has strong leadership qualities. She is very responsible and reliable Class Chairman. She has a lot of initiative, is able to lead her class wee and get them to participate enthusiastically in all school events and activities. With a group of Classmates, she took the initiative to produce a class T-shirt for the class members as well as the Group Parents.

Noor Faridah also shows very strong commitment towards her co-curricular activities. She is not only a trusted and dependable Choir Leader, but also a highly responsible and motivated student Leader and Camp Leader. In addition, she is also a Master Sergeant in the National Cadet Corps (NCC) where she has been the pillar of strength in the Uniformed Group; maintaining standard, discipline and is always respected by rank and file. She is a sheer pleasure to work with. "

Well all above was what stated on the School-Home link for the month July and what Mr Raja read to the whole school. I was pretty nervous to received the award. It was on Wednesday morning. I was really nervous. All I did was just smiling out of shyness. I will not forget the day, standing infront of the whole school, listening to the compliment about me by Mr Raja facing the whole school. Sadly Mrs Chua the principle wasn't there. For the first time I received award by VP. Through out the award presentation I was in, Mrs Chua will always be there. To give us the cert or award with encouraging words to us. Sadly this time. sob.sob.

The secret about me. I actually wanted to excel myself to be a good student. wana know why? ? ? Here the SECRET Well the truth is for my lovable parents. Really. I have the ambition to change since I was in secondary two. It was all because of my two brothers. My two brothers was formerly from Fuchun too. The 3th brother, Muhd Fadhil graduated 2001 while my 4th brother, Muhd Farid, graduated 2004. Both of them have disciplinary records in Fuchun. I just wanted to show that my parents are capable of having good child and not all their children having attitude problem. I just need to prove to certain teachers or maybe just make my mom proud and not feel disappointed on me too . They always have to come down to school to settle things. Well see I'm different. And Now I don't think its a secret anymore. I did it because I love it .

Special thanks to my Family, classmates, schoolmates close friends for the support and especially teachers for giving me the chance and opportunity to excel in my abilities and believing in me all this while helping me to boast up my confident. I just had to thank them. Thank You load! ! ! ~ *smiLey* =D

For the first two days, I was shy walking down the school. Argh really. I felt that i want to hide from everyone. I just didn't want to be center of attraction of the school. Those who know me would either congrats me or tease me and I didn't know how to react but only give them my wide smile.. *winKs* Even Mr Tan Jin Poh congrats me.. weeeeiii...haha. But some teacher are being sarcastic about it. Right shah? I just hate him for his rudeness. Ya so what if hesh from HOD. Pls lah ur students have feelings at least have the courtesy to respect it. HATE EUU! ! ! GRGH~ STOP CRITICISING YouR STUDENTS FOR ONCE

Lately haven't had time to blog. All because of my brothers controlling the computer.shit.shit. They are so addictive to this game god knows what is so interesting about it. I just didn't want to argue but at times is really sickening looking at them playing haizzz. When are they going to grow up? hahaha. I know I'm bad nah they're okay not too childish.

The bad news. Today One of my teacher told me and classmate something. I was rather dissapointed of the Bad news. Its about Fuchun and our standard. I was really sad to hear of our position through out the whole school in Singapore. I didn't know we were that bad. She told us, there this joke regarding Fuchun and Siling. It was funny but sad too. My teacher told us that the school really depends on the graduating classes to pull the school up especially from my class.

National Day is coming soon. Yea.. Must support. GO Singapore! ! ! ! Happy birthday. = ) Next week is totally fun. No school. Monday celebration. Tuesday, National Day. Wednesday, School Close. Thursday as per normal. Which means I'm dead. hahaha. Gosh its the DNT deadline and I'm halfway through. So can't enjoy too much. well till here. Got to do some work. Blog again when got the time and chance.
=tata=

%Wonderful Day%

2005-07-29T23:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPy BIRTHDAY sister. Yes.yes. Today is my sis 31th b'dae..Noor Ashikin(Ahmad Fodali) I bought her some small present. Such As a head scarf and Scarf pin both brown in colour. All These shopping were done last minute . Its actually nothing much, just a simple gift yet is the thought that counts right? Hopefully she like the simple gift truly was kind of in budget Heeh =). But well atleast she appreciated it, by giving e a kiss in the cheek.*muackS* hehe =D Best wishes from me may God Be by ur side and all the best in her life Love euu lotss and lotss. And ya not forgetting to mention my two dearie friend Chen Qin 18th birthday which is on 27th July and Fairuz 16th birthday On 30th July and its tomorrow. Promise I get you The present a.S.a.P haven't had the time to really buy for you girls.

Here's a b'day song for the three of euu..:-

Happy b'day to euu..
happy b'day to euu..
happy b'dayX2
Happy b'day tO euuuu! ! ! ! yeahhhh
All the Best..

And btw fai and the clan am so sorry am not able to make it tomorrow. Just got stuff to settle. Have fun and enjoy too. And especially for my dearie Fairuz P/S: Girl Please eat a lot okay? haha and don't forget to enjoy The firework since you miss it that time. Truth is its really amazing view its super great. So Enjoy. =D

Yes.Yes.Yes. I taken my Dnt artifact Photo already. Yahoooo but there's something I wanted to add which is the Timer. Yea. Surely its going to be great. Yea Mission accomplish soon. Counting down the days.

The classmates (DNT GROUPS) mostly getting frustrated. Poor them. Oh ya pls don't give up. You come this far. Don't waste the effort. Surely its hard but just got to persevere. If need my help, I'll be willing to help. *SINCERE* just approach me okays?

The chatting session with Kadson was fun. Was asking him tips to score for DNT theory paper. Thanks for the advise my friend.I suck real bad on that. The rest Artifact and folio think I'm fine with it. He was saying that I am able to get A1 for DNt, because of my coursework but I really don't have the confidence. hrmm lets see but i just give my best shoot..Then slowly one by one came to join in the conversation. Firstly was Mr Lim followed by Tirah and Fidah then Mr Tan. Its like conferencing. Great. Well was talking the 4n2 Dnt student which include my brother Farid. Ya Mr Lim was mentioning about his name.bla..bla.. Whatever I know my brother beside that we even ask about my Lim's Love life and why didn't he get married till now that hesh age is at 40 ++. muahahaha. Notty us he didn't tell us in detail.haha shy I guess. The whole package was nice.... Talking to teachers.

After DNT, around 5 plus came down to parade Square The ncc training, Was really fun. Disturbing them muahahaha*evil laughter* Looking at them I miss NCC. I think fida misses her NP i guess. She was Fras at the sec three for torturing them right girl? sabar ye..hrmm some visitors, M'am khalisah even invited some other CLt form other school to visit fuchun yea. Well observe that they are kind of shy I guess. M'am says that they have just passout the recent Clt Course.

After fooling around with NCC, I join Leila In Netball was fun muahahaha. Then we played Volleyball. My favorite. muahahaha.. Tsya, Leila and Dian was complaining about the plain. awh..hh.. Poor thing. haha *winkS* have to get use to it my dear girl.
After Lots of running and perspiring, me and tra headed to CP. Did Window shopping and have our dinner at Long John silver. Home happy home at 8. That's the story for today. Good night. Look at the time.=BuhBye=
*PeaceOut*

% perfect dinner%

2005-07-28T19:57:00.000+08:00

Awhh... Sweet sibling During Raya Last year.
Farid and faridah (ahmad Fodali) *winkS*

Just had dinner with my 4th brother Farid. Only the two of us.

Was ermmm.. Fun. We talk and bla...bla... Wish to do that again.

I Love joking and talking crapppZzz with him.

yaya We seem to have the same interest,

Partly our name are so similar hesh Farid and i'm faridah

and our age gap is only two years apart.

Guess thats why we have common interest. such as we share stuff and so on.

Even my friends and teachers say so. We are jsut alike.

Love you Brother, and love calling you aweeettt, muahahaha. *smile*

till here.

% Great Day %

2005-07-28T18:25:00.000+08:00

Had PE and its was fun. haha really under the hot sun playing volleyball with the class. Mr Raja wasn't around so force the Teacher who relief us to Bring us down to do ur Pe instead of sitting in class. GeeeZzz Boring. I was super stingko *eeWww*... haha was perspiring real bad. We even took pictures as a class, the truth is the class spirit is high this few days and am so happy. Atlast we are united. Partly the Class was Photogenic too.

As usual every Thursday, The 4n1s Babies recess together. Yaya. Super great. We had to recess with the lower sec every thurs. No choice. After Breakfast the class headed straight to hall to support the paper rocket competition and several teachers praise the class for our class spirit in coming down to support yea as no other class came as whole to really support. But Mdm hanim wasn't there. She had to go to her medical Check up. Hopefully everything is okay. The Great news is that we manage to get to the Best three. Great huh? muahahahaha Proud of you My dearie Ahmad. You The best. Weeeeeeiiiweeettt. *Winks*

No tutorial today. yeah ! !~ well But still have to be stuck in school..haiiiZzzz sob.sob. Well what headed to my 2nd home. The workshop was not crowded today. yahoooo We had the teachers all to us. muahahahahha. And wanna know what. Well i thought the Lights of my artifact was Spoiled right.right.? that i nearly gave up out of frustration. hrmmm. Mr superhero save the day that is Mr Azlan. Its actually works. yeaaaa.. am so relief now i going to assemble the artifact muahahaha so its just the Folio that i have to focus on. and ya about mr azlan I think i really owe him a biG THANK YOU! hesh a very helpful, fun and patience instructor too really. He can really help to solve problem and not forgetting to mention he is able to tolerate with us irritating and likes to bugg him.Hesh very relax and cool at all times. The wonderful thing is he really puts hesh effort in helping us fully unlike someone not sincere only have intention. Well won't want to eleborate more. gasak dia lah!~

Anyways mr Azlan even called himself DoremOn. Hahaha Because of hesh Style Pocket that contain everything really all sorts of things such as pen,pencil,screw driver, battery, pen Knife, Ruler, Marker, Measuring tape, Tape, Some store keys. the fact is theres too many to mention. Hesh just like Doremon but hesh not chubby and adorable like the cartoon character. Talking bout doremon, i miss watching it. Its been a long time.

Getting tired..ZzzzZzz buhbye *smile*